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15 years ago
I just spent the last couple of days with my mate and now I probably won't see him until after AC and it just feels weird. ._. I sorta feel empty and something is missing.
I may just be stressed out, but I dont wanna go to sleep because I've been snuggled up to
for the past couple nights.. and it always feels weird going to bed alone.
o.o maybe I'm just lonely.
This journal is just here for the sake of my sanity, I'm not expecting responses and I'm utterly exhausted but I dont wanna shower because I'm afraid I"ll lose his scent cuz its sitll sorta on my skin... (Is that weird?)
Goddamn the next couple weeks are gonna suck. I couldn't afford to go to AC this year due to some work issues (and the fact that the fucking ticket is like.. a bajillion dollars now, yay airplanes!) I wanted to see my kitty sorta.. come to life at his first con.
... I'm going to kill him if he doesn't come back with some good video..
Sorta feel like I failed, Iw as gonna work on his suit and stuff for him but I didn't get around to it.
Ugh.. fuck everything. I'm gonna go shower, grab my goddamned dog and sleep on him whether he likes it or not..
Night all.
Thanks for reading the rant, I"m sorta goofy right now.
Tsuki
I may just be stressed out, but I dont wanna go to sleep because I've been snuggled up to
for the past couple nights.. and it always feels weird going to bed alone.o.o maybe I'm just lonely.
This journal is just here for the sake of my sanity, I'm not expecting responses and I'm utterly exhausted but I dont wanna shower because I'm afraid I"ll lose his scent cuz its sitll sorta on my skin... (Is that weird?)
Goddamn the next couple weeks are gonna suck. I couldn't afford to go to AC this year due to some work issues (and the fact that the fucking ticket is like.. a bajillion dollars now, yay airplanes!) I wanted to see my kitty sorta.. come to life at his first con.
... I'm going to kill him if he doesn't come back with some good video..
Sorta feel like I failed, Iw as gonna work on his suit and stuff for him but I didn't get around to it.
Ugh.. fuck everything. I'm gonna go shower, grab my goddamned dog and sleep on him whether he likes it or not..
Night all.
Thanks for reading the rant, I"m sorta goofy right now.
Tsuki
It's hard, especially when you've been with them long enough to know their warmth, their scent, the sound of their voice...
I am SO going to tell Kobi how much I've missed him when he comes home Monday!
But yeah, I can understand the loneliness. But you didn't fail; it's important to remind yourself of that. You'll see him again in time, it's just a matter of biding it until then. :/
Congratulations btw. I'm really happy to hear that you found someone you can call 'mate' Cherish him always. :)