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Been such a long week..
15 years ago
Or rather past two weeks really. So all thats been happening...
Went to a funeral recently. My friends grandfather had passed away. It was weird going...I hadnt seen my friend in 7 years..so it was definitly...awkward. It was very sad as it reminded me of my own grandfathers funeral..I've been to, too many funerals these past 2 years. -.-
My grandmother has done something to her hip...its getting hard for her to walk now. So I've been busy trying to help her out more.
My dog died a few days ago..he was pretty old...extremely sad. 3rd dog gone since...2008
I dont think my fish is gonna make it much longer either.
Ive been trying to get a job...but no luck yet..hopefully soon.
FA is officially the only place I can say things so my family wont know about it. Its scary at the things I have to hide from them....
I still have not got a powercord for my lappy....and prolly wont for a long time..so Im not online as much...
I lost the man I truly loved...he decided to move on I guess..instead of waiting like we both had promised each other. Im extremely hurt over it..I was trying to get him over here as best as I could...I feel very betrayed over the whole thing..but he doesn't seem to understand or care about how I feel about it. He just gets mad when I try to explain myself or ask questions. Dont do something if you dont have the balls to answer some questions =/ I do not want to move on...I loved him dearly...we are both poor and I gave him all that I could possibly give...but I guess it wasnt good enough for him...so he moved on to someone better and richer. Money should not buy love...
So things have really been tough...Im trying to make it through...maybe I will...maybe I wont..I dont know...nor do I really care at this point. Right now I wish I was non-exisitant..I dont even know how to spell that x.x. I feel like giving up...I do not know what Im going to do. I figured that maybe I should try and keep my mind off everything..so I decided to make a pounced ad just for the heck of it. Not looking for a relationship..just a few friends. I figured Id give it a shot and see what happens...maybe it will help if I meet new people..I dont know...Im not all that great with talking to people..so..we'll see.....
So yea...thats my rant...it might be a personal one...but..right now I dont really care anymore..I had no one to talk to *shrugs*...
Went to a funeral recently. My friends grandfather had passed away. It was weird going...I hadnt seen my friend in 7 years..so it was definitly...awkward. It was very sad as it reminded me of my own grandfathers funeral..I've been to, too many funerals these past 2 years. -.-
My grandmother has done something to her hip...its getting hard for her to walk now. So I've been busy trying to help her out more.
My dog died a few days ago..he was pretty old...extremely sad. 3rd dog gone since...2008
I dont think my fish is gonna make it much longer either.
Ive been trying to get a job...but no luck yet..hopefully soon.
FA is officially the only place I can say things so my family wont know about it. Its scary at the things I have to hide from them....
I still have not got a powercord for my lappy....and prolly wont for a long time..so Im not online as much...
I lost the man I truly loved...he decided to move on I guess..instead of waiting like we both had promised each other. Im extremely hurt over it..I was trying to get him over here as best as I could...I feel very betrayed over the whole thing..but he doesn't seem to understand or care about how I feel about it. He just gets mad when I try to explain myself or ask questions. Dont do something if you dont have the balls to answer some questions =/ I do not want to move on...I loved him dearly...we are both poor and I gave him all that I could possibly give...but I guess it wasnt good enough for him...so he moved on to someone better and richer. Money should not buy love...
So things have really been tough...Im trying to make it through...maybe I will...maybe I wont..I dont know...nor do I really care at this point. Right now I wish I was non-exisitant..I dont even know how to spell that x.x. I feel like giving up...I do not know what Im going to do. I figured that maybe I should try and keep my mind off everything..so I decided to make a pounced ad just for the heck of it. Not looking for a relationship..just a few friends. I figured Id give it a shot and see what happens...maybe it will help if I meet new people..I dont know...Im not all that great with talking to people..so..we'll see.....
So yea...thats my rant...it might be a personal one...but..right now I dont really care anymore..I had no one to talk to *shrugs*...
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