It's Hard.
15 years ago

I really don't like letting him go... he was what I wanted...yet, I just want to, be able to go out on Dates, I want to see what I Can get, before I choose for good and have to settle down... Yet I'm so picky....this is going to be very Hard.
Good luck, hun.
if ya want, read my last journal.
Be that you look into a long distance relationship, or someone in your town. Just be careful, and watch for users of any type. You are a very beautiful young lady, and guys will try their damnest to get a major score.
But no matter what your choice is, make sure that you are 100% sure, before you do anything at all. Dating can be fun, but it also can have it;s headaches. Just like anything can really. But if you choose to go back to your current/previous relationship, be prepared that he/she could already be with someone at that point.
Take it from someone who has already been there, and done that. It can either be a good eye opener, or it can destroy your world.