Ok. To make it short.

Why can't i motivate myself to do 1 thing over a little longer period of time?

I just touch a pen, make 2 lines and get the weird feeling i'm too stupid to draw a decent pic anywa, wich leads to no training wich leads to (logically) no acceptable results.

But i should be clever enough to tell my self that it will never work without some trianing eh?

I just tell myself every time i do it later. (I got a dea when this "later" will be but don't want to mention it here right now.)

Bla, just need to write that down. *random guilty feeling for beeing that lazy*

Thanks for reading,

the Vee. (One of many)