*hugs tight*

I'm sorry Yoo, I really am. =< You deserve so much better, wish I could give it to you.

It just kills me that he led me on like this... God, I was so happy. I was so happy and I was content and just...forget it. -sigh-

You Gotta Have Sex With A Lot Of Frogs Before You Find Your Prince

I'm done looking, I think.

well i hear ya

but when ur done looking thats usually when u find one

That's what I've heard. I just don't know what to do with myself anymore.

ur gonna feel like that for awhile

a long while

but one day ull stop and be like...huh i think im better

I wouldn't care if he hadn't led me on all this time. Seeing me on his breaks from work, seeing me every day, cooking dinner with me alone, watching movies with me, letting me cuddle with him... I just...don't get it. It just doesn't make any sense at all to me.

some guys are assholes ... they cant think beyond themselves and imagine how others r feeling...when u come across a guy like that... that leads u on but gives nothing back ... be civil and firm and pass him up...cuz some day he will get it twice as worse

selfishness is NEVER sexy

Judging from your replies to Sim_Maritimus, it sounds like he really did lead you on, I don't think there could have been any confusion there, unless he's just never had a relationship before and doesn't know where boundaries should be placed.
But you've done your part in this morbid tragedy, and he's done his. All that's left is the epilogue, and as that commences, you face the crowd, grinning madly, and take your final bow...
The epilogue on the way may be rough. But don't give up!

TL'DR (Or didn't understand): Sorry you're going through a hard time, it's not your fault, I hope you feel better, things will look up soon, yadda yadda all that sappy stuff.

It makes me unhappy to see you like this, but that's just my selfishness.
Good luck with life.

I'm wondering if I didn't put him on the spot or something. Idk. He and I were together before, a couple years ago... I was his first everything. He's dated more since me, slept with more since me. He is, however, an incurable flirt.

The show must go on.

I'm not convinced he doesn't care for me that way. I'm starting to think it's just he doesn't want a romance or relationship right now. He's not after anyone else... And I'm pretty sure I have the floor. I don't know. I'm feeling a little better right now. Maybe I'm kidding myself. I don't know. I'm just...not gonna expect anything. Just gonna flirt and try to enjoy myself. If something else comes along, then that's what'll happen. Whatever happens, happens.

*hugs you and holds you tight* i know kinda what you feel... i know it really sucks...
im here if you need to or want to talk to someone... im not great at advice, but i am good at listening ^^
i hope you feel better... i know things suck, and they feel like theyre going to suck for a while... it might, but talking to people, you can find things that help things get better, trust me
im here for you <3

*hugs* I'm not so great at talking to people anymore, really. Some things went down, and it's hard for me to be open with, well, anyone. Thank you, though. I don't really think there's more to tell, here.

okay, i understand. i hope you feel better <3
and seriously, im here for you if ever you need someone, im here <3

yeah i know how ya feel. : / though women do that with me. -_-sigh.

I get women. I don't get men. Y'all are complicated.

pfft speak for yourself. :P XD

. . . Wh. . . What? D=


Why the hell would he do that? Slap him for me?

I hate it when guys do that to girls who don't deserve it. . . =[
-gives hugs- I'm sorry Yoo. . .

I don't know. I'm as confused as you are. possibly moreso. idk. I've had like 3 hours of sleep since 7 am thursday.

I went to bed at 5AM Friday morning and was woken up between 6 and 7 and then repeatedly more throughout until I finally was like "fuck it" and got up for the day.

I don't know why I'm not uuber tired right now. I even had a really shitty, rough day with my stupid Economics class, taking a 2 hour exam and then doing 2 more assignments that took me another hour each and didn't eat till late afternooon. . . .


I should be dead tired right now but I'm just not. o-0


Just conversation piece, not trying to compare. XD;;;


Will you at least try asking him why he doesn't want to try a relationship? I think you at least deserve to know after all of his leading you on.