*eats sweets- cinnamon rolls in the morning, fudge brownies at night recently - trying to get 'hyped' n distract my mind from wha happened yesterday*
. . .

I'll admit i am feeling a little better than i was this afternoon (an' after all those sweets i baked/ate, its no wonder) but its still a shock ): u know (directed to those who were there - u know who u are)? How cud they - ANYone - do this? Yesterday i felt so lucky yet entirely speechless - i didn't know wha to do, wha to say, so useless (mostly cuz i'm afraid i'll screw things up w/ wha i'll say rather than help the person who's in tears/hurt for x reason so mostly i'll just listen n hug if i can/permitted)

i felt really bad abt it today *ears downcast*i was afraid just thinking abt it n' putting myself in their shoes (it rly is horrible...) (i even had a bad dream of me being tortured for my luck, bleeding for no reason n running from my captor; i don't remember much of it but i do know the wounds were not self-inflicted) i do hope that all will b well n the stuff restored to K. n' R.

. . . *remembers that the same reaction -shocked n all- took place 10 yrs ago* yeah i cried like a baby afterward (a yr after the event in fact) Well, that aside, we still had a pretty good time hangin' together^^ (espero q se repita) *thinks of the 'water rides' lolz, drawing, watching documentaries, chillin', snugglin', hugging, eating, etc*

*sighs* . . . well, better go (shuda been in bed like 2hrs ago) take care everyone n' hap belated father's day to all

With hugs,

Zephy

*keeps listening to Marina n' the diamonds "I am not a robot"*