A little while ago I started remembering just how STUPID I was when I first joined the fandom. I had no idea how things worked, I didn't think of other's feelings or thoughts on what I was doing, I literally thought that as soon as I showed up EVERYONE would know exactly who I was and do anything I wanted...yep, I was that stupid.

It took years to get out opf that mentality, and I said a lot of stupid things in that time that I hope not to remember. I really wish that I wasn't so stupid back then. Some things would be a lot easier now. I'd really like to not go into detail about too many tales, but most have the same context...stupid me only thinking of me.

Well...I think that's enough for now, excuse me while I shove a bottle of bleach into my brain to forget it all again.