Owl City - Vanilla Twilight
Vanilla Twilight lyrics
Songwriters: Young, Adam;

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here


© OCEAN CITY PARK;

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Well... guess the search still drags on in terms of finding that special someone
But sometimes I do wonder if a relationship (or long distance) is just too much for me to handle

Maybe the distance that is keeping me and the other half apart is just something that I cannot deal with at this time
I mean... many times... I'm probably in the wrong place at the wrong time
Missing out certain opportunities... yeah... something like that
I mean... there's probably a lot of cute guy/girl (I'm still a bit uncertain... but think guys do appeal to me more) around of me

Speaking from experience... I think long distance is just impossible for someone like me...
I mean... guess I'm a person who likes physical contact a lot
Like hugging and feeling the warmth from the special someone as he/she clings around of you... giving ya that sense of security (Hugs and snuggles will be great now! Since Australia is kinda really cold at the moment X3 can't stand the cold)

And I think there's little that you can learn from a person as you were just talking to the person...]
I mean... the best way to learn form a person's habits is probably living under the same roof as that person
Kinda reminds me of the days when I was living in the dorm at Taiwan with the roomies
I mean... that's when a person's true nature came out...
Like... he/she cannot hide the habits that he/she is sooo accustomed to in doing

And in terms of the song from above... I think the lyrics are wonderful and kinda portrarying my feeling at the moment... but for the time being... I'm really unsure if there's really that someone that can make me feel.... not alone in the sense of actually getting that feeling that I'm going out with someone at the moment

Guess that this wuff had become a lone wolf since he decides to leave Belize and the Americas and going to this foreign land called Taiwan...
So the thing is... mom is like asking me to head there to finish my studies again... and I don't really like that place or even wanting to head there once again...

I'd rather study here in Australia or New Zealand... and maybe finding that person that will complete this broken wuff
So yeah~ just still sorting my life into order but at least things are looking up now... I hope...