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Jesus. Reading old journals of mine...
15 years ago
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Steam ID - SevenFisher
I was bored, and can't sleep, so I thought I'd go ahead and read my old journals, on here. Jesus. Despite my appearance may not have changed much, my personality/likes has changed alot.
I mean before I've:
- use the word 'yiff'
- saying Scotland is rubbish place to live in
- that I hated living in Dalmellington
- That I wanted to move to Canada because of all that snow (/facepalm)
- I got really nervous when I uploaded pr0n on here
- got overly excited
- I went all "oh I do stuff like dog usually do"
- I moaned at college, but to be fair, journal after that bit it said I've enjoyed it
- me being fussy on drinking
- I was desperate for sex, getting someone to be "with", and ... stuff.
Now:
- I can't stand 'yiff' unless it's used in jokingly way
- I love Scotland.
- Dalmellington is one of my favourite places now XD
- I would like to go to Canada and maybe even make it secondary place to live at. That and it's not always snowing :P
- Not really nervous when I do that, I mean at end of day it's just drawing and if people think I'm perv, so be it. Just I won't show it to anyone mind.
- I've calmed down now, and I think it's better in long run.
- Urrrrgh. Why do I even do that in past LOL. I only do it for messing around, but... eh. My fursona is just my cartoon character wise, but I am human and I don't do these stuff.. :P
- Yeah, but I recall it was my fault in long run. I was very closeted at that time and I found it hard to social with others... thankfully, I finally bitten the dust and life's much better.
- I've calmed about that and it's one of my favourite things to do. Booze love <3
- THANKFULLY this is one of changes I've glad that's over. Sure, I get occasional horny sessions but I don't try to look for shag. If it happens, it happened - it did for me and I've find it ends up much, much better than actively looking for it...
So yeah, these five years has showed me that I've changed alot. But to be honest I'm glad I started off like that at first, and now I've become better person because of all that experience and stuff. Ahh, I'm glad I kept all these old journals to be honest (not that I'd ever need to delete them though)
I mean before I've:
- use the word 'yiff'
- saying Scotland is rubbish place to live in
- that I hated living in Dalmellington
- That I wanted to move to Canada because of all that snow (/facepalm)
- I got really nervous when I uploaded pr0n on here
- got overly excited
- I went all "oh I do stuff like dog usually do"
- I moaned at college, but to be fair, journal after that bit it said I've enjoyed it
- me being fussy on drinking
- I was desperate for sex, getting someone to be "with", and ... stuff.
Now:
- I can't stand 'yiff' unless it's used in jokingly way
- I love Scotland.
- Dalmellington is one of my favourite places now XD
- I would like to go to Canada and maybe even make it secondary place to live at. That and it's not always snowing :P
- Not really nervous when I do that, I mean at end of day it's just drawing and if people think I'm perv, so be it. Just I won't show it to anyone mind.
- I've calmed down now, and I think it's better in long run.
- Urrrrgh. Why do I even do that in past LOL. I only do it for messing around, but... eh. My fursona is just my cartoon character wise, but I am human and I don't do these stuff.. :P
- Yeah, but I recall it was my fault in long run. I was very closeted at that time and I found it hard to social with others... thankfully, I finally bitten the dust and life's much better.
- I've calmed about that and it's one of my favourite things to do. Booze love <3
- THANKFULLY this is one of changes I've glad that's over. Sure, I get occasional horny sessions but I don't try to look for shag. If it happens, it happened - it did for me and I've find it ends up much, much better than actively looking for it...
So yeah, these five years has showed me that I've changed alot. But to be honest I'm glad I started off like that at first, and now I've become better person because of all that experience and stuff. Ahh, I'm glad I kept all these old journals to be honest (not that I'd ever need to delete them though)
