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15 years ago
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For anyone who's talked to me, ever, just read the first paragraph, it's all that is important.
If you have had contact with me previously, and would like to do so again, I am considering getting an AIM account again. Note me if you would like that, add your AIM if you'd like, if not I can have Kysh tell me your names later.
Anyone else who dare, read beyond this point.
I guess, what I first realized today, is that I'm kinda a sad person. As it sits, I have a total of 4 friends, many acquaintances (in a good way), but out of them I only have two who I can physically interact with. It's not something you think about normally. I have never been concerned with it, really, because as far as social standards go, I'm definitively a recluse. I don't make friends easily, mostly because I have my own standards that are set fairly high. I guess that's because I've been jerked around so much all my life.
It's funny, though. I actually find myself enjoying the company of people I know online, even in passing, MORE than I have enjoyed being with people I've known locally for 6 years. That is to say, I enjoy my newer acquaintances exponentially more than I like people who I've been around physically for 6-10 years. So yeah. I'm screwed, aren't I?
This is going to also be the forewarning journal for the next rant. The next rant, when I get to it, will be on religion. This will most likely offend everyone. Congratulations, I'm not particularly sorry. I've had to deal with people without open minds for my entire life. People trying to convert me. People calling me Satan or the Antichrist since I was 6. I have quite a slant on religion, and I'm not particularly sorry that I'm going to get it off my chest.
Hopefully people who need to read this do.
-Grey
If you have had contact with me previously, and would like to do so again, I am considering getting an AIM account again. Note me if you would like that, add your AIM if you'd like, if not I can have Kysh tell me your names later.
Anyone else who dare, read beyond this point.
I guess, what I first realized today, is that I'm kinda a sad person. As it sits, I have a total of 4 friends, many acquaintances (in a good way), but out of them I only have two who I can physically interact with. It's not something you think about normally. I have never been concerned with it, really, because as far as social standards go, I'm definitively a recluse. I don't make friends easily, mostly because I have my own standards that are set fairly high. I guess that's because I've been jerked around so much all my life.
It's funny, though. I actually find myself enjoying the company of people I know online, even in passing, MORE than I have enjoyed being with people I've known locally for 6 years. That is to say, I enjoy my newer acquaintances exponentially more than I like people who I've been around physically for 6-10 years. So yeah. I'm screwed, aren't I?
This is going to also be the forewarning journal for the next rant. The next rant, when I get to it, will be on religion. This will most likely offend everyone. Congratulations, I'm not particularly sorry. I've had to deal with people without open minds for my entire life. People trying to convert me. People calling me Satan or the Antichrist since I was 6. I have quite a slant on religion, and I'm not particularly sorry that I'm going to get it off my chest.
Hopefully people who need to read this do.
-Grey
