I've done every drug out there but meth and heroine. If you wanna know something, ask away XD

As for crazy experiences, shrooms. I rarely advocate drug use, but i really think that everybody should have a shroom trip once in there life, it can really open your eyes and allow you to see yourself and the world in a new light, it's a really eye opening experience and kinda forces you to look at yourself and what you're doing in a completely honest way, in a way that you absolutely can't delude yourself or repress anything. I've found i can't draw jack shit on any substance but sometimes weed, and it frankly doesn't help me do it.

As for sex, i'm the same way as you, guys are easy to get off, girls are a little more challenging so i'm a lot more concerned with their needs then my own just because a good amount of them can't really achieve orgasm at all without heavy clitoral stimulation which isn't always easy during normal sex, especially if they have a more substantial clitoral hood so you can't stimulate it with your midsection and grinding. My favorite position by far is when they lie on their stomach and you do em from behind, but they're lying flat, usually with a pillow or two under their hips to get the right angle because i'm so tall, that way you can reach around easy and get stimulate the clitoris manually and you got your other hand free for nipple stimulation. I dig larger nipples, but not really large areolas. I dated a girl with 38DD's once (way too big for my tastes) who had very tiny nipples, and essentially no areola, it was a bit strange. On the other side, i dated a girl once with hardly any breast at all but rather large nipples, i didn't mind that as much.

Thanks man... You are talking about the Lazy dog btw... I've only had sex maybe 12 times... half of that with a virgin and it wasn't sexy I tell you... took her until the almost last try before it didn't hurt anymore (but that's probably my dicks fault) and then we went a week and it hurt her all over again... Not sexy... but a bonding thing for sure, and just cuddling is great to. Anwyays... I didn't try anyting but straight missionary with her.

A word of advice for women out there... learn to deep throat a little... and when you are pulling out scrap your teech up the shaft a little
It's incedible... but don't BITE!

Uhg... I hate to say this... since she thinks I was a virgin before this... but right before I went out there... I kinda practiced on a friend... I was apprently rather amazing... I found that it works really well if you kinda stir the pot a bit...
Thrust a few times in one extreme direction of the penis... And then in the other side... rotate when going in and out... vary your pace a lot... and my friend says i's good to play games... like tell her that is she moans you'll go slower... taht is if she makes any sound at all... but quiet sex was never sexy haha... just play along alittle guy and gals!

I want a woman's advice though! Even though most women are different.

Also, that one woman that said I was amazing, she had a more prominent clit that was easy to get her to o with... my other virgin girlfriend had a rather small clit (that god bigger as she stimulated) but it took me a while to get her into extacy.

And that laying down on the stomach pose is called the lazy dog... I tried that on my fuck friend... the slapping of the ass and pelvice was super hawt... but it was missionary that really gave it to her I think... nice and deep...

Heh, i think women can pull off the moaning and sex talk a lot better then guys can, i never have anything to say during it, so i don't. Some women find it odd that i'm quiet during it, most of them usually are loud enough for the both of us lol. I like the position because by the way they choose to arch their back, they can control how deep you go so as not to go so deep it hurts them. I'm just an ass man, and that offers a nice view.

haha... can't cowboy do the same? I guess it would be the most work for her..
I heard that reverse cowboy is incredible since it rubs your weener right up into their g spot... and if they lean back you can get a hold of a boob or two.

And yeah, I'm one of those guys that has the potential to hurt a woman with my weener... but women are supposed to expand with enough coxing.

haha... I loooove looove loooooove asses. I think I'm half black with all teh chicken and ass I like!

I don't see how any cowboy position can do that, gravity makes it difficult to really control that, and i've only met one girl that could take all of me in, and she was like 6 feet tall lol. I generally go for more petite women.

I think all women can be tremendously sexy so long as it's their natural figure and they exude confidence with it. And, I'm not massive haha... just... about as full as it goes... but some vaginas have diferent lengths like you said... but it's not subject to hieght or anything actually.

Well i'm not massive either. I'm just a 6 foot 4 white guy and i think some things just go with the territory lol But like women, i've found the taller they are, the longer it is, i rarely date tall women though. And also i'm very picky i pretty much just like thin and short to average height women with nice butts. Other physical traits i'm pretty forgiving with.

short women are just so nice since their squashed anatomy is not only uber cute... but exentuates their curves.

This is pretty much my ideal woman 100%:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1135074/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1772957/

I've like to try shrooms... but I hear you can have bad trips.

and you never have a bad trip on X

I've actually never rolled on X. I have a weird thing where i pretty much have to do every drug at least 3 or 4 times before anything happens probably a result of my crazy overdrive metabolism.

I've done X 4 times and never rolled, but 2 of hte times i got the E-tardedness the next day which was not pleasant at all. I felt like I had down syndrom, at one point i opened up the comics and i didn't get any of the jokes, that was pretty scary as i thought maybe i had caused brain damage, but it went away overnight.

And yes, you can have bad trips on hallucinagens, iv'e seen several people have them on shrooms and it's not pretty, i almost had one myself which was downright terrifying, luckily i found something to occupy myself with and i snapped out of it.

If you're not in a good state of mind, generally happy and excited to do shrooms, don't do them, period. Also, don't do them unless you got the next day free also, as they can leave you feeling pretty burnt out the next day, not to mention if you gotta work or do something stressfull, you can dwell on it a lot during the trip which can push you over into a bad one. Also, do them with a friend, and have a quiet nature filled place to hang out. THe city and urban areas can seem downright disgusting on shrooms but not always. My first ever trip we mostly were just wandering around downtown with not too many people around just tripping balls. I was almost like a child seeing everything for the first time, i saw a plane fly overhead and sorta thought about how incredible society and human invention is, that we have hundreds of people flying 30,000 feet overhead in a metal tube and it's just business as usual. It was an amazing experience and actually my fondest memory.

Yeah, that's awesome advice...

What was keeping you from any artwork when you were drawing... And, those mind expanding drugs are pretty good for seeing things on a grandscale and into perspective... albeit, not everything you deduce makes and logical sense haha.

I chewed about four inches of skin off my hand on shrooms once.



Never went back.

haha... son-of-a...

I think I'm gonna try and go to bed now... but I don't think I'll be able to. :\

btw...
I really do love everything about your artwork and style and shading and attention to anatomy... unfortunately... I'm not very bisexual... so if it involves even anal on a woman it kidna makes me not want to fap or whatever to it.

But, really man... you don't just need to post porn here! Lets see some of yoru everyday shits and scribbles! I'm a massive massive sucker for unfinished artwork and sketches. There sa certain life that is lost when you remove the scribbles and refine it to a more mechanical measure.

Eh, furry is for porn. I don't want to clutter up my gallery with non porn lol. Besides, when it comes to furry stuff, all i'm interested in is porn, if i could turn off non mature submissions, i would lol.

And Even if i've never messed with a guy irl, i'd consider myself bi, i probably will someday but i'm not that into em, more of a sexual curiosity. I don't post a lot of fems or straight stuff because i'm less inclined to draw things i get to experience irl. I've been in a couple girls butts, but it was hardly what i would consider actual anal sex, but it's a really hot idea for me, so i draw it, never messed with a guy, so i draw that too. If i put my mind to it, i can find a girl to have sex with, and a drawing is just not competition for the real thing so while i do like straight furry porn stuff, a furry fem isn't near as attractive as an attractive woman to me.

Thanks for the compliments too btw. i dig your stuff too obviously otherwise i wouldn't have watched ya.

HAHA! Oh I wasn't suggesting your artwork was completely attactive to me! *you can guess I've used it to my advantage before* but I'm just sayinbg... I love you art so much I'd love to see it all!

do you have any other galleries you can share with me?\

Well, I'd love to take a sex picture with me and my lover and try and make it into a pretty hawt drawing... it would be the ultimate referance material haha... I'm not that good with art unless I'm referencing I think.

And, by no means what so ever and I descriminating against your views... but the attraction for me for females are just so hard... and their babymaking skillz... that's why I love vaginas... and hips... and niplpes probably... haha... I want to revert to a baby? :c GOD NO, Babyfur... need I say more. I'll try breast milk though.

Heh, go for it. I won't say which, but theres a couple pics in my gallery that are references from nudes of me or some girl i was seeing. Nothing wrong with that. I personally pretty much as a rule only draw furry porn from memory entirely, it's great exercise for that. I wish i was more open to different types of girls, as the type i like are in fairly short supply these days with the widening of america lol.

And the baby making skills is about thing i probably like the least about women lol, at least at this point in my life not that i'm getting much right now anyways. I dodged that bullet once already a long time ago, it's not as bad as it sounds, there was no invasive medical procedure, but yeah, my boys can swim lol.

Haha... well. it depends on if she's willing to expose herself... some women are so selfconcious abotu their looks, but they are so beautiful... and I'm such a fan of amature porn... like two lovers are having fun together instead of two actors getting paid. That homemade stuff is the best, and the furry fandom is wonderful for that since we don't have a lot of characters to really fan art like in anime. Most every artist is original here in some way.

Well, I think every intelligent and talented person should have kids... we are starving our planet or worthwhile people.

I rememever there was a scare with me almost getting a girl pregnant... it was the virgin girl btw.. but she just too some pills that messed with her period. But at first I was really confused, because I never ejaculated into her even though I refuse to use condems... but then I was scared... and I talked with my old friend (the one I had friend sex with which is pretty nice idea to be that close to someone as a friend), and she told me to man up and accept responciblity...
I decided that was a really good idea.
and I was actually little excited about he idea after that.

you refuse to use condoms? You don't sound like you've been out there as much as i have but let me tell you now, that is a REALLY stupid idea.

haha... I make sure she has birthcontrol. Don't worry, and I've only had sex a couple handful of times pretty much.

I was breaking this girl in though... I thought it might be easier without the condom for lubrication... and I wasn't going to get stimulated at a snail's pace.

It doesn't matter. Girls can have diseases just like guys can. Most of them don't care to admit they have them, some of them feel better about having one if they can spread it around. You really need to be wearing a fucking condom.

75% of sexually active women have hpv. Think about that.

Well with one, I wasn't entirely sure if she did but I was damn sure she didn't. I set a rule for myself anyways where I need to be a good good friend with a person before I have sex with them... And with the other girl, she was a virgin... and I'll likely have sex with another virgin in the future... which actually kinda sucks :\ Virgin sex is so blah...

I haven't ever met a virgin even close to your age. YOu gotta get used to condoms otherwise you WILL catch something. It's only a matter of time.

Well, yes... If wasn't 100% sure she didn't have anything... then I would use a condom... or frankly, not have sex with her at all

My female army sergeant once said I was the most a-sexual man she ever met... I'm just incredible choosey about who I want to fuck... and I was a virgin up until last year. And, I still know a 22 year virgin out there I got my eye on... :3

I figure now that I'm not tripping out I should explain this a bit better/needless defend myself on the internet.

Basically, I'm extremely reserved about who I have sex with to begin with, and floosy women don't do it for me anyways. This is in the sense that I would likely know her sexual history to begin with, and two, I would use a condom if I didn't know 100% that she was clean.

And, what I really meant to say in all this is that aside from that one incident that I told you about (and have learned a lesson from), there has always been birthcontrol involved (BC pills), and I've never really been in a situation where I condom was completely warrented.

In conclusion, you are right. I'd rather not use a condom for personal reasons, but all risks considering, I do believe I'll start wearing one.

On a side note, I'm kinda suprised you haven't met any virgins close to my age. They are kinda rare, but I'm only 23.

well unless a girl has her hymen intact, you can't be 100% sure she's clean, i'ts literally impossible. THe most common std out there, hpv cannot be detected unless there is an outbreak in progress. Also, people are embarrassed about having an std as well as if they've been with numerous partners, i always ask girls and i always get their history, but people lie. If everybody was up front about them there wouldn't be a problem with them.

Take this for instance, i met a really so i thought nice girl. We hopped into bed within just a couple days but i was fairly aggressive. She claimed she had only been with 3 guys and that she had been tested just a month ago for everything including hpv antibodies. She also told me that she was sterile and she was allergic to latex so condoms weren't necessary. We dated for 2 months. I caught her wearing latex gloves while cleaning my sink about a week later. After some digging around, i found out she was not sterile, she had been with 7 partners and not 3, and was not at all allergic to latex as well as the fact she had NEVER been std tested, all this info slowly came out over the next month and a half which eventually lead to me dumping her because she clearly was a compulsive liar despite seeming so nice and innocent. About 1 week after i dumped her, she called me and told me she had been diagnosed with genital warts (hpv) and claimed i gave them to her (impossible because the incubation for the hpv virus is about 6 months minimum typically). I however religiously got checked out ever since i first got really sexually active when i was 16 (i lost my virginity when i was 12 but she was a virgin), i knew that as of a week before we started sleeping together i was clean. A week later she said she had been misdiagnosed and that she didn't have them and that it was a thing that's fairly commonly misdiagnosed as it. For all i know this is true, for all i know this is a lie. It's been 7 years and i still have never tested positive but regardless, i have told EVERY single girl i have slept with since that i might have been exposed to it. I ran into her old best friend who hates her now about 4 years ago and she claimed that this girl thought she had it before we started dating through self diagnosis and had tried to infect me with it on purpose because "If a girl has it, she's a slut, if a man does, he's a pimp". Not only that, but she was obsessed with having a child and tried to get me to impregnate her. Luckily i had the foresight to suspect she wasn't sterile and i don't think i ever once came in her. This was a small beautiful and seemingly incredibly nice girl i would never have expected to be like this. I also found out she fucked my best friend behind my back a few days before i dumped her.

Again, you can never be sure. Even an std checkup isn't proof positive. Wear a condom. People lie, they don't want to deal with the consequences of their actions and you're gonna run out of virgins soon. And yeah, where are you finding all these virgins? I haven't met a virgin since highschool other then one and she was a fundamentalist catholic and saving herself for marriage.

Sorry for the late reply.

I have to admit that all these STDs out there have been a pretty good reason that I've not been very promiscuous as a person in general. And that was a very enlightening story, and it gives me a lot to consider and think upon.

I know this is gonna sound weird, but I kinda despise my sex drive at times. And, now that I've lost my virginity it's kinda harder for me now than ever--like before I didn't know what I was missing. This is all mostly because I feel I might make some mistakes with lifelong consequences. Which makes your advice all the better. Honestly, you've convinced me very well on this matter.

Now, what happened to you, is that you found out all that stuff about her in just the right time, before you really got into trouble.
I actually think I might have an idea on how you can prevent things like that happening.

On thing I've tried to live by is a "know them as a friend before a lover" kinda deal. The idea of fucking mostly strangers is a very paranoid prospect for me, mostly because the percentage of people carrying STDs is pretty insane.
Ideally, I try to get to know a woman as a friend for at least a year before I let it cross over into a relationship. It may even work better if you formed this friendship while they were currently in a relationship (so long as they stay clean), because you'll get an understanding on how they handle relationships then.

So far I've only ever been in two serious relationships, so my advice isn't too impressive or has really tested its effectiveness. But, I still feel it's a good way to protect yourself. but, goddam, I kinda fear the day that I have sex regularly and manage to get hooked on it. I'll probably throw all my scruples out the window then.

Haha... I dunno how I find all the virgins. I think I have a habit of being friends with woman who are somewhat introverted. I seriously have three nice looking and decent virgin friends around my age category right now, they aren't even fundamental Catholics, I think they are just more conservative in nature.

Anyways, condoms are good. But, I have to ask, are they really that good at preventing STDs? Because I keep on hearing that they aren't really meant to, or very effective at, prevent STDs--only babies. :\

you know whats funny though... I've never ejaculated into woman ever... just shot on her stomach.

yeah, but you don't wear a condom, and precum can knock girls up. Wear a condom or you might not be so lucky next time.

Yeah, that's what I heard too... after all was said and done... I didn't even think about that before. I'll just ask my girl to go on pills is all. Its just... oh man... condoms suck... when I was like 15 I put on a comdom and couldn't even masterbate with it on the sensations were so dull.

But, yes... safe sex, I know. But as the same time, I'd never have sex with someone I couldn't imagine having an awesome kid with. I want to be a father really...

also... how do you feel on X anyways... I just found out that I'm one of those guys that pee... omfg haha

"I've done every drug out there but meth and heroine. If you wanna know something, ask away XD" if you dont mind me asking, have you ever had ketamine, DXM, DMT, or PCP? :)

DXM, yeah. A buddy of mine found some little known cough syrup off some drug forum with tons of the shit. We had to go to a chinese grocery store to get it and we had a short stint of drinking it, gave me awful headaches and was similar enough to being drunk, i just got drunk instead. DMT I smoked it on a bowl once, as per my normal trait of having to do every drug 3 or 4 times to really feel it, all i felt was stoned from the weed, didn't get any of the crazy hallucinogenic effects everybody else did. I want to try it again because i'm a big advocate of short trip drugs like salvia. As much as i enjoyed shrooms, lsd and mescalin, i simply rarely have a whole day to devote to a trip, and i hate the comedown about 3 hours after peeking.

I smoked a cig laced with pcp once, since it was my first time, i didn't get most of the effects most people do, what i did get was not at all pleasant, i felt so restless and a little paranoid and was sweating like fucking crazy. It felt like when i breathed i wasn't getting any oxygen and that started tripping me out XD

And i should say i've done just about every remotely mainstream drug, theres all sorts of crazy 3 letter named designer and new drugs i haven't tried. I sorta got over my drug experimentation phase from ages 13 to 20, frankly, i hardly even smoke weed these days anymore. To put it into perspective, i got a dub and a half of hash 2 months ago and just finished it this week XD

sorry about that bad pcp trip :(
i never had a bad trip with that... i know you said you havent tried alot of RC's but did you ever have AMT? id like to know about that!

I actually think i have. I work with a guy that LITERALLY has done every drug out there and pretty much studies drugs and AMT apparently is passed off as LSD a lot and he says if you've done LSD more then a dozen times, it was probably AMT at least a couple of those. He was telling me what it was like and sure enough, it sounded a lot like some of the crappy "lsd" trips i had where i didn't get any visuals. If it was in fact amt, i can't say it was bad, i was just always disapointed because half the acid trips i've had i got zero visuals.

If the times in question were amt, i probably didn't take enough of it as it was a pretty mellow experience.

really? wow that sucks! i think your friend is talking about DOx and not AMT, dox is used as a cheaper sub of the real thing just like pipes for mdma, but then again i never had amt or lsd.

Whoa are you serious? x3

I don't think I will ever try any kind of drug. I had enough panic attacks in my life to never go near using those things.

I take something to help with panic attacks though but that's it.

I'm pansexual btw lol Not going say other things here though. To personal. lol I don't mind notes though. :B

No.. I don't think less of you. lol I don't care if friends do it around me. I'm pretty used to that in fact. heh..

They don't pester me about it or anything. It's just not my thing. lol

ah... thank you! <3

Yeah I am. Its alright, I'm just in my house with my friends. We are being responcible about... but I was too busy chatting online to actually experience it... I feel kinda domb now for wasting it, haha

Yeah, I wasn't pressured into it at all... I just thought I might give it a whirl just so see how it is... It's pretty awesome. I'm 23 now... half way to 24... and this is my first time. I feel like I'm in the ability to handle it well.

Any yeah, don't do haullusinagens (however you spell that) in yoru case... what you might see could kill you then... But X is a body high... your senses are just really receptive... and there is basically no imparement of the brain. Absolutely no mind illusions.

Well, haha... I understand that... but it's kidna good to talk about these things I think... and I'm not so sure this is a sight you are could the shunned for you beleifs
I tell you what... if you want to share a little... and feel liberated enough to talk about it... then do so... if you want to talk a little more about it in detail... I'm totally open to it in notes :#3

Frankly, I don't even know what pansexual means haha... I'm unfortunately a completely straight man I found... I'm only attected to the female body physically... and all it has to offer me like kids... For men is just, gratification ultimately...

Thanks for sharing, and not judging haha

heh I send a note but yeah. I'm not one to judge. We all have weird taste in things. I'm no different. lol

Like I listed in the notes. I love big Boobs, butts. big guy parts & a foot thing but also a umm.. cum thing to I forgot to say. lol

All shows in my gallery. heh..

haha its pretty obvious to me what you like from your gallery :3

X is just about the second worse thing you can put into your body, next to the big H. Worse than meth, since at east you can recover from that. The shit will eat the happy gland in your brain and leave you to a life of chronic depression. Everyone I've ever encountered that did X a small handful of times are having some level of depression issues. Go ask around for yourself.

Well, as far as fave drug goes, I would have to go with fungus. No cheesy movie interpretation of its hallucinatory episodes can describe its effects. Absolutely incredible!
Everyone responds to it differently. I get into a playful mood, others are the more meditative types. I warn you, the mood you begin your trip, will be the mood that will carry you through. Do NOT try to trip as a way of cheering yourself up. Rather, it will only amplify your despair.
I've heard many great things about Mescaline. Though I was warned to only take the orange pellets and never the cactus. Never tried it myself. I'm very curious.

Pot lost its fun for me. Makes me way paranoid. A friend has a vaporizer, makes the buzz come in gently and warmly. No edge. A hash fade is somewhat similar.
Also, be cautious when offered edible treats. People often grossly underestimate how much to consume, or get impatient and eat too much. You'll end up feeling pretty shitty.

Out of all the rubbish I tried, pot is probably the funnest thing to be on when drawing. Though the artwork will look bloody awful, the ideas will often be your best. I have a tendency to write as much as I draw. The best way to describe this is more of a stream of consciousness action of a hand moving to the pace of an uninhibited mind.

Alcohol is a great classic, easily one of my favorite drugs. If you've tried a bunch of other substances, you can appreciate how heavy duty this common product can be.

Here's what you can try, go run to the head shop and get the highest concentration of Salvia you can buy (like 60x and up). Salvia only works once per 24 hours, so smoking it requires that you do not choke.
Pack a small bowl into a water pipe. TORCH the Salvia, but pull slowly. The smoke may be hot and pulling too fast will make you cough. Hold smoke for as long as humanly possible. I HIGHLY recommend that you have some visuals laying on your screen as a catalyst for your visuals. You may feel an intense feeling of dislocation, and at worst, the feeling that you've accidentally unravelled the tapestry of the universe. This high is the most intense of all drugs, but only lasts 5 minutes. This is a great test drug to see if you can handle being in a supremely weird mental state.

Well, that's about it, I guess. I've tried various pills, and at best, they feel like a watered down Ambien. Not worth the risk of the toxic filler often cut into them.

As far as boobs go, I'm more of a leg & ass guy.

One more thing, yes, drugs are bad. But you can't live a life worried if people will look down upon you for something like that. Shrug it off. It's the things that we DIDN'T do that are often the subject of regret.

Good luck to you.

buh... is this reply working?

Thats some really good advice man... I wish I could say more but it was just so informative and I simply soaked it in.

My friend said that Salvia is shit/stupid though haha... I wanted to get him in here so we could compare experiences and stories... and opinions... but I think its like the classic story, the effects varry on person to person.

Thanks for the well wishing too! And, if you take too much X then you can get the symptoms you decribed where it become a perminant problom... My friend was well aware of this.

But man, thanks a ton, and I felt like I might have read some of this before... have you talked about this before?

Drug use is a reoccurring topic. I moved to California years ago, and there is much less stigma over using it. College teachers and doctors joke about it. Every region will have their flavor of drug culture. I haven't tried drugs until college.

Brace yourself, you may have a jolly time now, but the E-hangover can range from mild to utterly horrible. I'd hit up a CVS and load up on 5-HTP if I were you.

Yeah I was told about that too... My friend said he doesn't have a e-hangover because his normal life is so shitty haha. He says he has cronic depression so he gets no negative effects.

We'll see how I go.

I implore you to leave this E-experience to be a lone one. You do NOT want to end up with cronic depression. Something about having "no negative effects" does not seem healthy to me.

If this guy has a connect for X, you ought to hit this guy up for some fungus sometime.

And oh yeah, I doubt I'll be doing this again. It was just a fun experience... but I didn't like... feel the music or anything... I just loved touching my forearms, hahaha... I kinda missed the opertunity to really explore the experience and just talked online haha...

Yeah, it doesn't sound healthy does it? haha

So, how was you E-journey? Did you wake up all lethargic and/or shitty in general?

No, not really... I came off it pretty well I think. I felt a little drained, and I couldn't really get to sleep very well also, so I've kinda been up for a long ass time, my mind was just too active. And, as for the supposed depression afterwards, I was only a bit pensive, but that turnned out well anyways.

The weirdest thing is after the bulk of the drug wore off I would get headrushes when I stood up and my ears would ring. And, I couldn't pee hardly a drop during the strongest periods of my journey, haha... Other than that, it was pretty awesome I guess. I was just in love with everyone and really content with everything... and the happy feeling persisted a loooong time.

I don't think I'm gonna take anything like this again though... really, it was just a controlled experience. Good for expanding my understanding of the world I live in, etc.

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I went on holiday in Barcelona with a few friends and ended up doing acid. Was some crazy shit. We were collectively tripping out on things. It was fantastic for the first 4 hours, but then things got dark and our minds started going to strange places. But we kept each other safe so it was alright. I experimented with pills, coke for a while, but hated the after effects. Other than that i'm just the regular marijuana smoker XD
Whats X?

Oh and as for the women stuff, i'm a fanny carrier, and I can say that sex toys replace a penis, but not a man. Being intimate with someone and the build up to sex, for me, is so much more pleasurable than just playing with yourself just to have an orgasm. As far as dick size goes, i've had some large cocks, and some small cocks, and I can honestly say that there was no difference in terms of making me climax. I personally prefer a guys cock not to be long. Makes BJ's and riding a lot comfier :)

Thats sounds kinda funny... keeping each otehr safe... like a pack of lemurs :3


oh yeah... I think I'm about the perfect/ideal size, with a little stretching and foreplay... except I might need more girth to it for the veteran vagina.

I was pretty proud of myself the first time I had sex
I gave a woman who never had an orgasm vaginally, a vaginal orgasm, but that was after I beleive I got her to O with I was eating her out. I hear that's just super important... and a good introduction into vaginal sex, since you are probably after the foreplay part there... and she is as sexually charged as possible.

And for what you were saying, to them, sex is mostly a emotional and personal thing.... and a woman can giver herself an orgasm without even touching a thing... so, in that case... the partner doesn't have to be equipped like a toy. I'm really glad I'll always know I can please her still after I buy her a toy to think about me after those long trips or something hahaha.

Thanks for talking! I'm loving this... I usually don't have anything interesting going on in this page.

Haha, erm i'm not sure if I buy the whole orgasm without touch. A lot of girls are good at faking. I've faked an orgasm with passed partners before, purely because there just was no chance of it happening and they were getting tired or close to cumming themselves.
Also, its not just for women that sex is a emotional and personal thing, men can appreciate it as such too. I think sex is pointless unless you have love there. Yeah it feels good, but its so empty without passionate feelings for each other.

Oh yes... for me... its so emotional... thats why I'm not very promiscuous or need sex that much... because its stemmed off of such an emotional base for me, and I hardly fantasize of fucking someone unless I really like them as a person first. (or in porn, meet some fetish haha).

And you are absolutely rigth... my problem is that I legitimately love too much... more than one person at a time... but society kinda discourages that. Its just kinda sad, because I've really been forced to kinda wait for my "true love" and feel guilty if I were to explore so many other women without me wanting to spend all my days with them... unless its just like... a friendly fuck... but I still get way too "iluvu" with it.

I will admit I hung out with Lucy twice but I did it more on the end of deep meditation and inner searching. It felt strange, you first start feeling really distracted, happy but not wanting to talk to much, and then everything becomes vivid and depending on how much you take the weirder it got. First time I just felt happy and feel good, easily distracted from anything but hell you would think techno was the music for it, it is for most but for me E nomine was wicked in that mind set. Second time I did it was rather recent, about three weeks ago and I thought I took one hit but damn the dealer did not spread the doses out properly. I was gone and the shit I saw... I can see how one can loose their mind if they are not careful.

http://www.erowid.org/ is a great place to find information, raw with both good and bad things that can be found from whatever drug you can think of. I do not promote usage of drugs but I do promote the self teaching and knowledge gain of these said things so you do not become another person who can take too much or mix something that should not be mixed.

Yeah, that's the thing too... My friend on E really gets into music and the beat, while it had no effect on me. Also, I thought that E wasn't a hallucinagen at all, I certainly didn't get any of that. Truth be told, I only kinda took the E because my friend convinced me that is was pretty safe and he had already taken some it the night before.

And, thanks for the link, I really don't plan on doing this drug thing but its always very helpful to know these things... expecially if you happen to know someone who is trippin out or something.

Thanks for sharing man!

LSD is the best drug... Ever. Relatively safe, and soo mind-opening. :)

You haven't lived until you've taken a few blots and watched the sunrise.

haha... the neat thing is that you can't OD on LSD, the bad thing is that it can mindfuck you so badly I hear. LSD would be interesting, I could finally make some art, but I just don't feel comfortable with messing with my brain chemicals that badly.

But, thanks for the feedback, and you make it sound like a rather appealing and spiritual experience, haha. <3

LSD is extremely spiritual. It makes everything beautiful and really makes you look at nature in a completely new light.

The only damage LSD is capable of is HPPD (permanent trip), and bringing out hidden mental dysfunctions (such as schizophrenia), which all psychedelics share these risks. LSD is actually extremely safe and does no true harm to your body, other than change the way you think. :)

It causes your brain to work really fast, increasing your thought process ten-fold during the trip. It's very nice to have. :)

aWow, great feedback! I'll have to ask my friend what drugs he's done and what it does to him too.

But, honestly, I feel like anything that has the potential to perminantly change my mind or a risk of having a "bad trip" really scares me. Yanno... at times my life has been pretty tough to deal with and I just don't want to dig up and skeletons and such. Plus, if my dreams are any indicator of what I can imagine, the images would feel and seem undeniably complex and real, and that could further be a good or a bad thing.

It's something to talk about though. Thanks a lot. :3

Of course, I know exactly how you feel. I have a... Strange mindset. I'm always happy, and I've tripped maybe 30-40 times and never had a bad trip, although there have definitely been times where it could have happened.

If you don't like... Eat a 10-strip or something, you're not going to be imagining crazy bad stuff from the past in all. The only time I've severely hallucinated, (and remember, it's not a dissociative so you can always tell whether it's real or not), was when I took around 250µg, (4-5 blotters), and looked down to see my hand actually be a rounded 3-finger alien hand, like E.T. xD Also, when I looked in the mirror things got CRAAAZY. :D

But yeah, if you just keep yourself in a good mindset I can almost guarantee you'll have a good time. Make sure you go for a walk with friends. The pull of nature is intense, and if you see a sunrise at the peak of your trip you will never find a more beautiful serene moment in your life. :)

But, you do what you wish, sire. It's not for everyone. :) Whatever you do, be safe. <3

I certainly do not think less of you. I don't have a problem with experimenting, as long as 1. it's just that, 2. you're in a safe place and 3. you have a back up plan should something happen.

now, if you were my kid? mmm i think I'd be thinking way differently. But you're not, you're my friend. ^_^

Now for me, all I've ever [willingly] tried was pot. i enjoy it actually. It's soothing, calming and fucking hell i have AWESOME sex when i'm stoned. [Not that I don't have awesome sex now..hell i wanna try it with both of us and see what happens. if sex kicks ass with him now..i can't even Imagine what it would be like stoned!]

there was a time i tried lsd, and i had a horrible horrible trip. There was another time my bone was laced with angel dust. Horrible time.. and finally the last thing was the absinthe...again..BAD time. [ well i Was tied to the door frame and whipped >,< nupe. no sir. Didn't like it.]

mm now lets see.. nipples. i love breasts. I really do. they are fun to play with, nuzzle into, suckle, and just...i dunno..they are fun! they are curvy and soft, and squishy...mew. i love breasts!

I don't like Fake ones though >,< those gross me out. i think personally, i like lil nipples. little kewt nipples. Then again, I'm pretty partial to them all.
If i was a man, i'd Totally bne a boob guy!

hehe what's really cool, is that and myself, we'll be out on a date or just hanging out or something, and a pretty girl walks by, more often than not, I'm the one checking her out, and bringing her to Jt's attention ^^
And then we discuss things about her we like, right down to how her smile is, her eyes or whatever else. [it's not Always about the boobs ^^]


mm favorite position...only one? mm honest? i like them all that i can get into. i don't have a Fave, i just like them all. and anything new!

[hmm get the impression i might like sex? NAHHHH not me!]

[yanno this might be a TMI TL;DR response right?]

mm orgasems.....hehehe

I'm lucky, I'm a multi orgasmic squirter ^^ ok that can be messy...but well...i am.

OMG IT'S NOT A MYTH! THERE ARE WOMEN THAT SQUIRT!!
i've had some guys tell ME that women do not cum. o,O o..k buddy you're doing it wrong!!

Jt is VERY good at what he does, on average hell have me cum no less than 5 times. And while he Loves to give oral, sadly i cannot let him more often than not. [ Aunt Flo makes extended stays. She's gone usually about 3-5 days a Month, rather than the other way around]

It helps that he's a good size too, not Huge mind you, but well it's Nice. And since i got this big ol rear to work around, in this case, size is helpful.

He also introduced me to Pleasurable anal! mmmmmmm so now I'm loving that. And well, that works since he's Really into anal.

All my other experiences with anal, sucked ass! >,< i mean one ex thougt Shampoo would be a great lube! >,< SHAMPOO! Gah! wtf?!

Needless to say, sex with my hunny is very very very good. And he says that sex with me is awesome! [awww isn't that cute? *BLUSH*] which of course makes me happy, and apparently grosses other people out. ohhh well. Sucks to be them! ^_^

Is there anything else you'd like to know? Cause god knows i'd be happy to share!

:)

and tell me, how was your experience?

Hahaha... Well, yeah, I mean, I think I waited to a pretty ripe age to try it, I'm 23 and all, and I've never been stupid about these things. I'm the kinda person that knows when to recognize an adult that can make their own decisions when I see it... and I'd rather hear of them taking it responcibly than just getting high in the sky at some random party.

My friend told me that you should never have sex while on E, because it'll feel so good that you'll never enjoy sex again haha...

Yeah, especially with those hallucinagens and harder drugs you have to be in the perfect mindset for them or you might have those bad trips I hear.

Yeah, all natural boobs for me too, fake ones always grossed me out, and I don't know how any woman could do that to themselves and feel more attractive than they did before. Big breasts aren't a prerequisite for me either, but then again, I've never had a big boobed girlfriend, so maybe I'll really like them someday.

And, yeah, about the nipple thing fetish, I think its two parts with me... I find large nipples to be rather exotic and unique plus... the sensativity of them are really appealing to me...

And, I'm guessing you have a very open oppinion on beauty then! Which is incredible to be honest. I really do appreciate all body types and there are different things you can do to different women based on their anatomy and personal sensativitiy... I think that's why a lot of people like to have multiple partners, because it refreshes things and gives them another adventure and body to explore.

And haha, a multi-squirter, eh? Now that is some nifty visual ques if you want your man to know he's doing a good job.

It's too bad about yout period though, but I'm glad you can get such satisfaction the traditional way then.

And, yes... you know know what black men like big butts, congratulations :#3

I've always been pretty on the rocks about anal. I suppose if I really loved her, I may do it because I'm such a sucker for pleasuring people, but I don't personally like that stuff.

Yanno, I think everyone really needs to go through all those people and experiences in their romantic adventures... Its all practice for the one you really love, and you both know what you like and how to give the other what she/he wants.

And I will certainly keep you in mind if I have any otehr questions... right now I'm just kinda blah after the drug, and I have some things on my mind! It was a pretty good experience though, doubt I'll repeat it though.

my only weakness is hips. My right mind gets demolished by women with curves and ass.

other than that lmfao hows dayt e?

Yeah man, I love those hips, and breast size isn't even a factor to me... like I said, I just like sensative body parts, because it's like, an addition to sex and all.

It was pretty awesome I'd say... You pretty much love everyone and everything, and just want to go around telling everyone how awesome they are. Then you feel like you are so happy that you MUST have everything figured out, and are really encouraging to people and try to give advice, haha.

I drink alcohol sometimes when I have money to spare. I'm not going to do anything else, I have a feeling I would die easily! And it's illegal and I'm all weird and like to obey the law, ha ha.

Never say something like "I want to fuck you so bad" to your lover because it'll make her feel like something less than an animal. At least that's how I'd feel.

Yanno, I've never been much of a drug person in any form what so ever, and this was the first illegal drug I've ever done. I just don't like the idea of playing with your brain juices.

I pretty much don't drink, at all either, but when I do do any of this stuff its always in an environment I feel safe in and really want to do it (which is not too often).

And yeah... I nevr would say that... its... like you are making her an object. There really isn't a better way to demean her feelings than that.

Oh you silly silly person.
I don't need drugs to be on drugs. I'm magical that way. %D
I've never really wanted to try them, but I have my convictions to follow, too.
Basically all I've got under my belt are a few painkillers and alcohol... I'm an alcoholic in training :C . So great being Jewish where your parents don't care about liquor as long as you don't pass out in the floor.

Boobs. Personally, boobs are disgusting when large, and relatively unappealing when people are flat-chested. Mid-size is best, I'd give breast sizes, but I don't know them and never really cared. It's all about figure for me. Busty is bad.

Haha... well. I've gone 23 years without wanting to take drugs. I just wanted to give it a shot, see what its like. I kinda, throw myself into something, if I want to understand it... I'm obviously very responcible about... but how can you know without experience? I don't think its possible.

Yanno, I've gotten very liberal with my views on what is attractive. Even big boobs can look very good. It all very relative to if it fits her personality/looks. I dunno... I've never been into one size more than another. But, I've never been with a big boobed woman either, so maybe I don't know what I'm missing!

cool, what E pill did you have? blue stars?... MDMA/molly(pure x) is not as dangerous as liquor if the doses are months apart. so its a pretty safe drug but people put other chemicals in to hold it together(in a pill form) or make it cheaper for them selves, thats where it becomes dangerous. musrooms r k (had them last night) and i think that i am one of the few on FA that had PCP :3 that P makes me feel happy but @___@ at the same time

>i dont like the nips to be too big

>i like doggie the most(in the pussy)

I had potato chips for breakfast c:

Dude, I had some Frosted Flakes (it's a very hard and crunchy cereal) and apparently the back of my teeth and mouth were incredibly sensative... it hurt like hell, and I couldn't even keep my mouth shut after about half the bowl, let alone finish it.

The after effects are kinda wierd. I told you I couldn't really sleep for a day, and I wasn't hungry for a day also. Fuchee took it two days in a row and hadn't eaten for two days. ;_;

But goddam, I love potato chips... I want some now, thanks... :D

Oh man, I'm sad I missed this. X is a lot of fun. makes great conversation :3 Redra told me you were talking to her and being really open but she didnt tell me you were high xD mannnn I'm having feelings of being high and restless just reading this.

mdma is great, but about a month ago I did it (pure) about three times in one weekend and afterwards lost all desire to do it again for a while....too intense for me lol.

anyhoo I like the look of big nips, but maybe thats just because I HAVE THEM and want to feel good about myself :3c

Oh yeah... she's kind of my hero after tolerating all that. I dunno what it is about the drug that just made me want to open up, I mean, being happy/positive I was told about. But, maybe the subject matter of this journal has to do with, when you are on X, you think about all the things that give you/have been giving you the most pleasure in life, and you just want to talk about them and revel in your's and other people's good experiences too.

And, yeah, I hear about that with soe drugs, if you do they in quick succession your body just gets sick of it for a while. Truth be told, I really have no desire to do E again currently. Coming off it was annoying with the side-effects--lack of apetite, sleep, and I think I might have gotten a little pensive. Plus, head-rushes and the roof of my mouth and back of my teeth were super sensative. Bleh, only now, after I just woke, up two days later, do I feel perfectly normal again, emotionally and physically.

And yay, more bulls-eye boobs! I'm glad you are a big nip fan! They are sexy, and you should feel good about them and yourself, chuuu. :3

Well a toy doesn't have a personality, that could be why women replace a real man. :U

buh dum pshht

Or he doesn't satisfy her as well as she does it herself.

(Plus some people just like dildos.) They DO come in shapes a penis does not. Unless you're an animal fucker I guess.

Also: Lesbians.

And ~autosexuals~.