since i dont have a job and am having a hard time being hired anywhere, aaand i just lost all benefits ive been getting through life from my mother, temp assistance and health insurance, im applying again for temp assistance and health insurance aaand foodstamps which im almost certain ill get all 3. But it is only to hold me over until the magickal dat comes when i am employed... still, i feel a tad bummy being fully able bodied and going on government money. Oh well, at least im trying.