Well it's been a long time since i did something like this. But hey what other way for a furry to vent. I'm not saying my life sucks or anything, not saying i want to die or i want to be hurt. I'm not saying any of that. I'm just saying I wish people would give others a second chance. A chance to correct mistakes, to apologize, and to make up for lost time. A second chance to prove themselves, to prove how good of a friend, bf, or gf they can be. Over the years since i have been on this site I have helped people who became good friends, i have lost others while i was helping these people. While i have lost i have also gained. But in this case it doesn't matter how much of a stubborn ass i am, I can't regain what i lost. Although i may wish that i can, i may think that i can. but it is not up to me. SO i live life to the fullest. It's not my loss, I haven't lost "myself" in fact i am all here I think *checks self* yup all here. Life gotta love it right?