Hypnotherapy. It's the only way.

How much does it cost? Because if is too much i'll try home made elctroshock or soemthign else.

I don't know. It's a rip off anyway. I believe hypnotherapy to be complete and utter bullshite. I was just messing around because it's a much more interesting answer than what I actually had.

The only real solution I have is suck it up and draw some wang. It will be hard but in my experience it's the only real way to get over a phobia.

what do you mean for suck it up? ah wait perhaps i got it. I must clsoe my eyes and draw it, forcing myself? Like when i was child and i decided to overcome my fear of blood watching horror movie and documentaries about the working of emant and slaughterhouse(hostel was softcore movie by comparison)?

Yeah it means to do it without complaining because you have to. If you feel this problem is stopping your progression as an artist than it seems that you just have to do it.

Try doing basic, non-detailed torso drawings and work your way from there. Or think of them as transgendered females. Or even draw some females with male bits or flesh colored realistic strapons.

A very pragmatic suggestion, I exepcted nothing less form you, you are a very cool person, fella. I wihs i coudl be so level headed, instead to be such a mess of kaos and psycho patologies. thank for giving advice. :)

You're welcome

To start with, I'd go with drawing 'g-rated' males; naked, but with nothing visible. After that, try adding in their bits, but keep them flacid, and simply have them be 'artisticaly' naked. It might not be much, but if you can separate the notions of nudity and sex from eachother, it might really help you.

Your is an interesting and very professional concept. Thank for sharing it.

You're very welcome; I do hope it helps. Although I really do enjoy your female art, it would be nice to see some guys getting in on the action. ;)

Dont draw males. It's really NOT nessery for your art to EVER have any kind of porn much less porn of the same sex. To tell you the truth I dont care how good of an artist I ever became, I would NEVER ever draw a male, especially a dick, thats just nasty.

But if you wanna draw a male IN CLOTHS, my suggestian to you is to get one of your friends to model for you so you can see how their cloths go and such.

Perhaps is not necessery, but I think that i need to improve myself. Is a eprsonla thing. Anyway you're right , one had tod raw what he feel. But again if i want to draw minerva mating with someone, or giving him a blowjob, well i need to overcome this psychological limit.

Mmmmh, you ask me to help you about this, but I really don't know what to say... for me, bodies (humans, animals...) are formidable and beautiful working machines, I am in love with everything created by nature and the laws of physics and evolution. So I don't even ask myself when I want to draw a body, male or female (or other). Maybe that's something you should try : either consider body like a pure machine and get rid of the emotional content of some curves, or on contrary realize its beauty, its functionality, its complexity. Science nourrishes my love for what's around me, and in return what's around me nourrishes my love for science. I don't know how much you like science, biology and such, so I am not sure my point of view could be really helpful.
Anyway, totally objectively speaking, from what you are saying, you indeed got a psychological problem with male body, and the only people who will really be helpful would be psys. There is SOMETHING behind this, either caused by education, something that happened to you in your childhood (not necessarily in relation with sexuality, or even directly with male body parts, subconscious could be something very tortuous and tricky), something light, something heavy, I don't know and that's not the problem, but there is.

Thank anyway, yes ther eis somehting behind, and i starting to get it: repressed anger. )At least 80% of people who mistreated me, betrayed me or caused me anxiety and problems were males. Perhaps i'm associating the male body , in drawign a generic male body, as symbol f all the mlaes who I wish to hurt , extract revenge, in some manner. And thent her eis the fact that by social education(the sort of informal education you get from your environment) i0've that stupid preposterous, ridiculous and still veyr present in the back of my mind that drawing males could make me pass for gay. Now I know these problems and i think that with some effort i coudl beat them. Possibly avoiding psych, they wanna be paid damnit!

I know that in my countries, there are free psys available, don't know about yours anyway - that indeed could be a big problem...
Anyway, if you realized where you were blocked, you already made a big step towards a "reconstruction" of vision. Alas, it is VERY hard to be able to work alone on such things, but you could be helped by a great friend in whom you got high confidence - and who will have a sense for psychology, and above all, got no block of this kind himself and would not judge you in any way...

Stick with lesbians. Lesbians are nifty. :)