well.. from now on, my father says, yes i can use the computer, he isnt unlocking it, so i have to ask him if i wanna use it -_-.. as usual he never listens to a word i say, so pretty much he is blaming everyone i ever talked too on FA, he says that i was being brainwashed, which is pure out retarded, no... the fact is my father has not once paid attention to how stressful my life was during school. He pretty much said, oh i fed you, i got you clothes.. that should keep you happy, yea.. no.. so pretty much the fact that my father has not once ever cared to listen to what i had to say, made my life even more stressful, so yes.. i was pretty much a shattered, weak, and submissive dog when i first got into FA. ehh well.. im ranting to much.. my father irritates the hell out of me.. end of story.. expect that i WILL get a job, and get my own fucking computer, and pfft i aint gonna give him money for rent. why? because the last time i gave him money.. 1: he took half of everything i got from the zoo, 2: he used it to gamble.. so he can just shut the fuck up. thats all i had to say.. lol sorry.. im mad. --Tricky