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I'm just gonna leave this right here.Maybe it'll help {edit}
15 years ago
Theme of my life currently: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IRhb.....lTA5g&NR=1 [if you haven't heard of this band go check them out DO'ET NOAW!!!]
In the past few days I've been tabled a dirt-bag, asshole, mooch, unfeeling, heartless, unattractive, individual who can't leave his computer for five seconds. Now then I am an asshole I shan't deny that, it's who I am. I hold fast to my principles and beliefs it's what keeps me anchored and level. But after this I really see no relevance in all the concepts I hold dear. Truth, integrity, perseverance, why should any of this matter if all people are gonna see from you in the muck and grime? Does character not matter anymore, is it just who makes everyone happy, even if they're really crying on the inside? Does honor hold no more weight in the world? Yes I am an asshole, I am who I am and proud of it. But does being asshole mean that is all I'm able to be. Just the Ass?
For those of you who don't know me and my mate broke up, probably about six days ago. And as I expect who's satan in this? Me Asshole-man, of course I have to be the bad guy. Cause this couldn't be two adult realize something was over, nope not with a ScapeGoat like me around. Everyone's been speculating for months now, about when we would break up, even before I thought about leaving her. And when I finally man up and end it, it's the worse thing I could ever considerably have done. WTF!?! You keep saying somethings gonna happen, everyone knows it is. And when it does you blame the dude who realizes it's the right thing to do.
Ok let's move on I'm just gonna rant myself into a circle up there if I keep going, alright it's over. And yes I feel horrible for breaking her heart....>.> But what's worse breaking someones heart and setting them free? Or staying together with them knowing that you're not right for each-other and they could do better? But none of them see any off this, they just see "Mean O'l shaggy hurt, his poor little EX, he's horrible." Pain is part of a break up people, it's bound to happen......Damn it I'm ranting again
Alright good news, HOLY SHIT there's good news, yes I know I didn't think there would ever be any. Me and her have worked things out.....kinda. We're still living together for the time being, we can stand each-other and we're still friends.....>.> The thing that sucks is things are basically the same, expect now almost all my friends lament my presences, and everyone workin' to get her shacked up and happy with whomever else they can. We worked everything out after she had "Company" over. My veins where literally boiling with hate [ My Femoral Artery felt like it was gonna burst] after a nice long ramble I got to know what some of my supposed close friends REALLY thought of me. And the funny part is she asks me "If I have any feelings." I'm going to presume that this confusion of weather or not I do have feelings, is a group consensus. Of course I have feelings I just don't find it prudent to show my feelings, especially to a group that already unabashedly just for who I appear to be on the outside. And the topper is some of my friends have already hooked her up with a new man, in four days flat. Does anyone spot the irony? You loose most of your friend because you admit that a relationship isn't work. You break it off, albeit not in the most gracious of fashions, but you end it. A vast majority of your friend now indiscriminately despise your existence. And the girl you once thought was head over heals is love with you, has moved on and already, fooled around with someone else. In under a week no less. "Do you have any feelings?"
But what am I doing here online, I spend to much time on the computer. I should be out there enjoying there blind abject hatred. I'm just leaving this here cause....I dunno if I keep this all cooped up inside of me I'll probably have an aneurysm
And the kicker is had to option long ago to move away from hear, and have a descent construction job make like 15 bucks an hour....But I stayed here why.....my friends. I would live in squaller just as long as I had my friends.....Expect now my friends may not be what I thought they were, ain't that a bitch
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Commissions wtf-ever
heartz Ace of Spades Position on her deck commission
cricket-inc Duel sketch with between me and 
dainichi
skornthewolverine Halloween Icon, and Two full colors, Hopefully the halloween icon will be done soon, and I still don't know what to do with one of the full colors
LazyDez Orgy slots
sherlykaru Two orgy pics they're gonna be sweet. And more maybe.
spyingredfox Free arts, not sure but it's cool
gideon Full color commish with 
shagydoo & 
blazedragoness. & Two stech with mine and my mate's alts.
betawolf a nice little story commission of shaggy's beginning
witchiebunny A badge for AC
grind3r V-day commission
lyenuv Something cute I've been waiting a while to commission
alabaster_tbsb Two Super hero badges for me and my mate... Know you're busy man, but AC10 I will get a bat and beat them out of you.....I have blunt objects.
misticfox Coloring, random sketch what shall it be XO
diamondslaughter Kiriban picture, what shall happen. Maybe a certain large bottom skunkess of her's or a six armed seductress
paiseley Small badge...........Probably got jipped, since I've heard from several people she up and left the fandom takin' whatever commission money she could get and not doing jack for it.
In the past few days I've been tabled a dirt-bag, asshole, mooch, unfeeling, heartless, unattractive, individual who can't leave his computer for five seconds. Now then I am an asshole I shan't deny that, it's who I am. I hold fast to my principles and beliefs it's what keeps me anchored and level. But after this I really see no relevance in all the concepts I hold dear. Truth, integrity, perseverance, why should any of this matter if all people are gonna see from you in the muck and grime? Does character not matter anymore, is it just who makes everyone happy, even if they're really crying on the inside? Does honor hold no more weight in the world? Yes I am an asshole, I am who I am and proud of it. But does being asshole mean that is all I'm able to be. Just the Ass?
For those of you who don't know me and my mate broke up, probably about six days ago. And as I expect who's satan in this? Me Asshole-man, of course I have to be the bad guy. Cause this couldn't be two adult realize something was over, nope not with a ScapeGoat like me around. Everyone's been speculating for months now, about when we would break up, even before I thought about leaving her. And when I finally man up and end it, it's the worse thing I could ever considerably have done. WTF!?! You keep saying somethings gonna happen, everyone knows it is. And when it does you blame the dude who realizes it's the right thing to do.
Ok let's move on I'm just gonna rant myself into a circle up there if I keep going, alright it's over. And yes I feel horrible for breaking her heart....>.> But what's worse breaking someones heart and setting them free? Or staying together with them knowing that you're not right for each-other and they could do better? But none of them see any off this, they just see "Mean O'l shaggy hurt, his poor little EX, he's horrible." Pain is part of a break up people, it's bound to happen......Damn it I'm ranting again
Alright good news, HOLY SHIT there's good news, yes I know I didn't think there would ever be any. Me and her have worked things out.....kinda. We're still living together for the time being, we can stand each-other and we're still friends.....>.> The thing that sucks is things are basically the same, expect now almost all my friends lament my presences, and everyone workin' to get her shacked up and happy with whomever else they can. We worked everything out after she had "Company" over. My veins where literally boiling with hate [ My Femoral Artery felt like it was gonna burst] after a nice long ramble I got to know what some of my supposed close friends REALLY thought of me. And the funny part is she asks me "If I have any feelings." I'm going to presume that this confusion of weather or not I do have feelings, is a group consensus. Of course I have feelings I just don't find it prudent to show my feelings, especially to a group that already unabashedly just for who I appear to be on the outside. And the topper is some of my friends have already hooked her up with a new man, in four days flat. Does anyone spot the irony? You loose most of your friend because you admit that a relationship isn't work. You break it off, albeit not in the most gracious of fashions, but you end it. A vast majority of your friend now indiscriminately despise your existence. And the girl you once thought was head over heals is love with you, has moved on and already, fooled around with someone else. In under a week no less. "Do you have any feelings?"
But what am I doing here online, I spend to much time on the computer. I should be out there enjoying there blind abject hatred. I'm just leaving this here cause....I dunno if I keep this all cooped up inside of me I'll probably have an aneurysm
And the kicker is had to option long ago to move away from hear, and have a descent construction job make like 15 bucks an hour....But I stayed here why.....my friends. I would live in squaller just as long as I had my friends.....Expect now my friends may not be what I thought they were, ain't that a bitch
_____________________________________________________________________________
Commissions wtf-ever
heartz Ace of Spades Position on her deck commission
cricket-inc Duel sketch with between me and 
dainichi
skornthewolverine Halloween Icon, and Two full colors, Hopefully the halloween icon will be done soon, and I still don't know what to do with one of the full colors
LazyDez Orgy slots
sherlykaru Two orgy pics they're gonna be sweet. And more maybe.
spyingredfox Free arts, not sure but it's cool
gideon Full color commish with 
shagydoo & 
blazedragoness. & Two stech with mine and my mate's alts.
betawolf a nice little story commission of shaggy's beginning
witchiebunny A badge for AC
grind3r V-day commission
lyenuv Something cute I've been waiting a while to commission
alabaster_tbsb Two Super hero badges for me and my mate... Know you're busy man, but AC10 I will get a bat and beat them out of you.....I have blunt objects.
misticfox Coloring, random sketch what shall it be XO
diamondslaughter Kiriban picture, what shall happen. Maybe a certain large bottom skunkess of her's or a six armed seductress 
paiseley Small badge...........Probably got jipped, since I've heard from several people she up and left the fandom takin' whatever commission money she could get and not doing jack for it.
Your most likely right, some of us girls are dirty! Wait... but I'm dirty minded O.o
Anyway, the world has many many people in it, there is a lot more to choose from so do not lose hope.
Also, the job searches are a bit better, so it is a lot easier to move out and go for a new start.
And if you ever wanna chat and say hello you always know where to find me.
Or... that's happen to me before anyhow...
Still.. i understand your pain.
*hugs him tight*
As for your breaking up with your mate....I'm truely sorry...I know what it feels like. I wouldn't dream of blaming you for the whole thing, though...after all, it take two to make a relationship, just as it takes to two break one.
I hope things turn out for the better, mate...
Thanks for the sympathy hun
Anytime, Shaggy.
I feel for ya mate, i don't hold you to what happen cause i wasn't there.
Drama happens mate, we just have to make the best of the situation and move on the best we can.
I'm Glad you and her are still friends.
And Don't threat about those that judge you.
Kilian nearly flipped a bitch when I told her I was broken up with mai
You need to pounce me more often on steam.