To tell the truth, things have been pretty rough this month of June.

There has been a e-mail at my mother's job that pretty much slanders a bunch of folks. It has been found out that whomever mailed that was using a thought to be shut down server that was used, amoung other things, running an internet gambling ring. Her old boss who got fired a week after she was hired, was into the act.

The company actually sent people to watch any activity, catching the perpetraitors red-handed. Now these IT professionals, previously making US $60 - 100k a year have their careers ruined. I feel sorry for their families. These guys were too greedy and arrogant to think about what would happen to their family if they would get caught... now they are about to try and avoid a ticket to prison.

Me?

As usual in the summer, my financial state is that of wilting. Desperation is not set in as of yet, but there is reason that I should be concerned ... I do not need any pity about this, since I had worse situations, like last year, I was jobless, penniless, $850 in debt and a $250 fine cause some cop didn't like my tags while I was trying to look for work... I survived that... I shall survive this.

Also, as usual in the summer, my emotional state has been that of anxiety. The fact that one is finally going to take the jump to the future, I do not know if that is going to be a jump to the next level, or falling straight on my ass somewhere in the abyss again. Of course I shall try to get back up from the abyss if the latter happens yet, I just don't know... I just do not know.

*sigh*

I've wasted enough of your time.