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Rather unammused by more than a little ¬_¬
15 years ago
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I have of recently found myself becoming more and more bitter with life, If you saw me at the last meet you may have noticed my rather un-charicteristic behavior and attitude towards things.....
The reason being because of a one sided battel with everything atm, From work, to freinds, to relationships. I put sooo much effort in to these things, If im asked to do somthing i do it but then get nothing in return or get shunned because ive done as they say..... Being overly passive to the point where Doctors get annoyed with it is a hard thing to work with as t takes alot for me to snap.
I think the plan now is to FINALY! get this Ram suit sent off after alot of hastle with e-mails and all that stuff's should be done by this weekend and will be sent off and be gone! on monday or tue of next week. Because of the chaos its just become a chore now and im not enjoying it.
Secondly i need to send of the second set of digis which i should have done within a couple of days as i just need to do hoof's and thats it. Im also having ago at foam latex horns but i will be making them seperate and will send them off when there done as im unsure of time they wil take and can always send them next day to her for cheeper.
So yeh, Once all this fun stuff is done hopefully 2 week i will be free from the fur -_- and can start sorting stuff out. Without becoming a dick! which i will be trying hard not to becase thats not who i am.......
Argh i hate late nights and this post is long and im ranting and just generaly unimpressed atm!
Also im looking orward to RBW and the possibility of LARP next month but im still yet to see :) think this will cheer me up wooop!
The reason being because of a one sided battel with everything atm, From work, to freinds, to relationships. I put sooo much effort in to these things, If im asked to do somthing i do it but then get nothing in return or get shunned because ive done as they say..... Being overly passive to the point where Doctors get annoyed with it is a hard thing to work with as t takes alot for me to snap.
I think the plan now is to FINALY! get this Ram suit sent off after alot of hastle with e-mails and all that stuff's should be done by this weekend and will be sent off and be gone! on monday or tue of next week. Because of the chaos its just become a chore now and im not enjoying it.
Secondly i need to send of the second set of digis which i should have done within a couple of days as i just need to do hoof's and thats it. Im also having ago at foam latex horns but i will be making them seperate and will send them off when there done as im unsure of time they wil take and can always send them next day to her for cheeper.
So yeh, Once all this fun stuff is done hopefully 2 week i will be free from the fur -_- and can start sorting stuff out. Without becoming a dick! which i will be trying hard not to becase thats not who i am.......
Argh i hate late nights and this post is long and im ranting and just generaly unimpressed atm!
Also im looking orward to RBW and the possibility of LARP next month but im still yet to see :) think this will cheer me up wooop!
I know how you feel, i get like that (mainly with my lack of finances at present!)
I find that if i make a list, a plan of action on how to nuke that list with a date when it'll all be over and finished and things (regardless of the fact that i know the loan will be cleared in 2014) it still makes me feel better that in May 2014.... i will be debt free ^_^
Hard work sometimes to shut the brain down and give it 5mins of chill time.... *drools like a zombie*
I know how you feel, i get like that (mainly with my lack of finances at present!)
I find that if i make a list, a plan of action on how to nuke that list with a date when it'll all be over and finished and things (regardless of the fact that i know the loan will be cleared in 2014) it still makes me feel better that in May 2014.... i will be debt free ^_^
Hard work sometimes to shut the brain down and give it 5mins of chill time.... *drools like a zombie*