and in such, I don't play high school games. Hell, I didn't play high school games when I was in high school. So why the hell do people think that they can play those types of fucking games with me. I am SO fucking sorry for seeing the cup as half full instead of half empty. Heh. If you wanna be an ass hole and think of the world in a negative way have fun at it. Seize the fucking day, but talking shit behind MY back because I don't see the world your way is childish. I don't talk shit behind your back. I am sure one of the people, or both, will see this journal and get pissed off. Fucking delete me if you have an issue. I don't give a damn. The one that pisses me off the most though is the one that I trusted. I thought you were my friend and the day I am not on for a couple of hours is the day you decide to pull the hat out of your ass and try to shove it up mine. I am not changing for ANY ONE. So please people if you have an issue with me, talking shit behind my back does absolutely nothing, but proves that you're just a fucking two year old. I won't get angry if you say you don't like me. I understand that not every one will and I don't want that, but if you don't come to me all you're doing is fucking gossiping like little old hens. For those of you who are mature enough to understand what I am saying in this journal kudos. For those of you who are like 'wtf that's not immature' grow up and live in the real world. Yes I am a very nice person. Yeah I probably allow people to walk all over me, but I am still a person with feelings. What hurts me more is when people go behind my back instead of saying shit to my face. That's why I'm not friends with a lot of people and will never be. Got an issue. Say something because I will treat you with the same respect. If you hear I've told some one else something, then it's probably not the truth or I've already come to you with the issue and I am just venting, but what was said about me not too long ago is not venting.

1. I will not interrupt a fucking conversation. If my entry alone is enough to interrupt an "adult" conversation, then it wasn't really adult, huh? Just fucking ignore me. Act like I don't exist if you have THAT much of an issue.

2. If you say to me, like people have in the past, that I don't want to be hugged, pounced, or etc. then I will not. Stop bringing up the fucking past because I haven't randomly tackled you in months. Maybe it's just the fact that now you're getting jealous that most of my attention goes else where because you act like you don't want it.

Don't fucking send mixed signals and then expect me to be all like well now you want my attention and now you don't. Yes, this is the internet, but have some "coof" about yourself. Don't talk about how adult you are and then play some fucking childish game. YOU ARE NOT A FUCKING ADULT WHEN YOU DO THAT. This is the end of it. The two people who are at fault for this journal are being ignored and nothing else will be said about the issue. Maybe this will be "adult" and "dark" enough to please them. Either way it goes, I don't give a damn what they think. Either you like me or you don't. If you don't, please don't pretend to be my fucking friend and I WON'T get attached to you.