An Appology and Explanation - aka Sometimes iRL Gets in the
18 years ago
General
To all of my listeners, supporters, watchers, and stealth-gazers:
I owe you all a sincere apology for being so scarce and not having kept up with things as of late. In that light, I want to pass on a very brief (is there such a thing from me?) explanation for you all, that might, in fact, answer some questions that many of you have probably been asking, namely “why doesn’t he have any /recent/ pix of the animals?”
As I’ve said, I have worked with big cats in one way or another for now 25-years, 23 of that being hand-on, as in face-to-face, pounce-capable. I have spoken a little of being dragged away last year due to a job-related move. While that’s true, it’s not the entire truth. Here’s the rest. I hope your sitting down, cuz it’s a doosie.
I have, for now 7-years, boarded my animals at the compound that I volunteered at. I even rose to the lofty status of “Head Curator”. Don’t let the title fool you. That’s really just the “head tiger-poop scooper”. In August of last year, I made the request for the director of the compound to put my boarding agreement into writing; she refused. She and I had always been good with having a verbal agreement, but as can be understood, “verbal agreements” require that both parties have the utmost in integrity, and I found that I was faced with ever increasing occurrences of her “word” simply changing as it suited her. Therefore, the boarding agreement, dramatically altered (as in a 100% increase in my boarding fees). I disputed the change, and so, I have been, since August, forbidden to visit my animals, or any of them that I have become close to over all the years at the facility. I literally do not know if my animals - my children - are alive or dead.
So, while I won’t go into all the details, lets just say that attorneys have been involved for months, all to no avail as she simply refuses to negotiate in good faith on any front. So, with no other choice for a remedy, I have finally made the difficult decision, and I filed a lawsuit against her and the organization last week. I cannot allow her to hold my animals (and other property) for ransom any longer. It is bound to be a bitter fight, and in the end, all the animals at the facility will lose, including mine (if they are still alive). There are simply too many improprieties, that have gone on for far too long under her management, and I can no longer, in good conscience, allow it to continue any longer.
So, needless to say, this situation has take the absolute top priority in my life, and the vast majority of my spare time is dedicated in one way or another to the pursuit of retrieving my animals from their hostage situation. This is why I’ve been so scarce, but nonetheless, I do ask for your forgiveness, and continued support.
Please understand that I’m not offering all this explanation in solicitation for sympathy, empathy, pity, or comment. As you all have probably figured out by now, I’m a communicator. I try to offer as much understanding to my viewers and readers about the topic-at-hand as possible; this particular topic is no different. It has been weighing quite heavily on me, as you can probably imagine, and so I hae been quite negligent in my efforts and responses to you all here.
My experience on FA has been a wonderful one, even though I truly don’t “fit in” to the general genre of the site. Nonetheless, I have been made to feel quite welcome, and there has been much interest in my various works and photos, and you all have been a part of that; I am most appreciative.
It is my intention to keep plugging away at life, my burdensome situation, and keep things as up-to-date as possible here. Please be patient with me in my sometimes very belated responses, shouts, and comments.
My warmest and most earnest thanks to you all!
Most Sincerely and Respectfully Submitted,
Shasta
I owe you all a sincere apology for being so scarce and not having kept up with things as of late. In that light, I want to pass on a very brief (is there such a thing from me?) explanation for you all, that might, in fact, answer some questions that many of you have probably been asking, namely “why doesn’t he have any /recent/ pix of the animals?”
As I’ve said, I have worked with big cats in one way or another for now 25-years, 23 of that being hand-on, as in face-to-face, pounce-capable. I have spoken a little of being dragged away last year due to a job-related move. While that’s true, it’s not the entire truth. Here’s the rest. I hope your sitting down, cuz it’s a doosie.
I have, for now 7-years, boarded my animals at the compound that I volunteered at. I even rose to the lofty status of “Head Curator”. Don’t let the title fool you. That’s really just the “head tiger-poop scooper”. In August of last year, I made the request for the director of the compound to put my boarding agreement into writing; she refused. She and I had always been good with having a verbal agreement, but as can be understood, “verbal agreements” require that both parties have the utmost in integrity, and I found that I was faced with ever increasing occurrences of her “word” simply changing as it suited her. Therefore, the boarding agreement, dramatically altered (as in a 100% increase in my boarding fees). I disputed the change, and so, I have been, since August, forbidden to visit my animals, or any of them that I have become close to over all the years at the facility. I literally do not know if my animals - my children - are alive or dead.
So, while I won’t go into all the details, lets just say that attorneys have been involved for months, all to no avail as she simply refuses to negotiate in good faith on any front. So, with no other choice for a remedy, I have finally made the difficult decision, and I filed a lawsuit against her and the organization last week. I cannot allow her to hold my animals (and other property) for ransom any longer. It is bound to be a bitter fight, and in the end, all the animals at the facility will lose, including mine (if they are still alive). There are simply too many improprieties, that have gone on for far too long under her management, and I can no longer, in good conscience, allow it to continue any longer.
So, needless to say, this situation has take the absolute top priority in my life, and the vast majority of my spare time is dedicated in one way or another to the pursuit of retrieving my animals from their hostage situation. This is why I’ve been so scarce, but nonetheless, I do ask for your forgiveness, and continued support.
Please understand that I’m not offering all this explanation in solicitation for sympathy, empathy, pity, or comment. As you all have probably figured out by now, I’m a communicator. I try to offer as much understanding to my viewers and readers about the topic-at-hand as possible; this particular topic is no different. It has been weighing quite heavily on me, as you can probably imagine, and so I hae been quite negligent in my efforts and responses to you all here.
My experience on FA has been a wonderful one, even though I truly don’t “fit in” to the general genre of the site. Nonetheless, I have been made to feel quite welcome, and there has been much interest in my various works and photos, and you all have been a part of that; I am most appreciative.
It is my intention to keep plugging away at life, my burdensome situation, and keep things as up-to-date as possible here. Please be patient with me in my sometimes very belated responses, shouts, and comments.
My warmest and most earnest thanks to you all!
Most Sincerely and Respectfully Submitted,
Shasta
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Indeed, the animals truly make my world spin. I miss them terribly, but I have faith that it's all for the greater good, whatever that might turn out to be.
XD GOOD LUCK XD
Peace & Light to you.
>^..^<
You say that like it's a "bad" thing. :D
Why do the words: "it is twoo! It IS twoo!" come to mind? Perhaps I just watched that film too many times, especially that the scene had nothing to do with anything. :)
More you force your opponent lie, the harder it becomes to her to remember all that she has lied about. :D
Thanx sincerely for your profound words!
I'll definitely post more; there's lots more for me to babble about. :)
An on the note of not really fitting in here, not true at all! Not everyone has to have an interest in animated characters doing naughty things to fit into the FA community. It's nice to see other pieces of the spectrum, especially people that have a real-world attachment to animals and nature.
Again, good luck with your battle. Let's hope it comes out for the best.
Thank you for your well-wishes; they are most appreciated!
I hope the situation with compound can be resolved with a minimum of fuss.
I always feel like i'm bad at this sort of thing, but i hope i'm wrong:S I may not be the right person to actually say this to you(you know why:p) but you shouldn't feel like you HAVE to post a few times a week on this site:s Sure, it's nice that you do that and all, but it's nothing we demand from you. RL is important and everyone understands what's happening if someone suddenly aren't around much for a period of time. What else can it be but rl crashing down on you?:p I'm pretty sure that has happened to all of us at one time or another. I know it's happened to me at least, but i don't think you noticed that much:p (Being a part of the things that happened and all:p), but mostly everyone else i know on FA probably noticed my lack of being here daily:S (Sorry about that people:S).
But i want you to know that people are there for you and will help you with anything you need. Moral support, take your mind of things, back you up... Everything you can think of, someone will be able to do for you. I hope i can be of assistance in most of those things, and you know you don't even have to ask me of course. I'm always there if you need me for something;) (But it would be nice if you DID ask as i find it sort of hard to read your mind throught the internet:S At least hint some...)
Dare i suggest something? It's July, summer vacation month... Why don't you take some time off from the internet and just be on when you feel like being on, and not because you feel like you HAVE to be on? LOTS of people do that around this time, and so will I at the end of this week when my vacation starts. Just because you take some time off, doesn't mean you don't have to be here. All it takes is one journal saying that you're taking vacation for X amount of days, and then you can be here as much or as little as you want until those days are over, and you don't have to worry about feeling obligated to post something for a couple of weeks(or more, or less:p). I think that would be good for you as it's one thing less to think about for a while. But then again, maybe some internet socializing is just what you need right now... At least concider it before turning the idea down:p
I guess i'll talk to you some more later today, so take care for now^^, And have a nice day at work:)
In the absence of those with are closes to me - Drifter and Macumba - then having somewhere else to go where there is purpose and interaction, is very beneficial to me. I have enjoyed my time here, and in more than one way, it "gives me something to do" which ultimately keeps my mind off other, more frustrating, things.
Anyway, we've already talked about a lot of this, but thank you, Sir Kaine, just the same for your advice and thoughts. :) I appreciate them!
I'm always here if you need someone to take your mind off things. Just contact me in one way or the other, and i've got hours to spend with you;)
I hope to chat with you some later today^^, I really appreciate the time i get to spend with you:) I'm having a lot of fun those times;)
(insert "big crash" sound-effect here)
:)
In any case, thank you for your thoughts and well-wishes. They are most appreciated!
In truth, my job keeps me reasonable well funded, and I've paid my attorneys in-advance quite a bit already. By their estimates, my current credit with them should last easily until the end of the year, and quite possibly into the next, depending on how uncooperative the defendants choose to be.
Obviously, it's money down the drain that could be used for a lot more meaningful endeavors, but unfortunately, that's not a choice I have anymore. In the end, if I can regain possession of my children, then it's money well spent.
Thank you just the same. But there may be other ways you can help, which I'll perhaps share later on. :)
But thanks for your thoughts and wishes. :)
Are you still in university, or are you done now?
I now have a BA (2.1 honours) in English Literature, and I'm finishing off my MA in Film Studies dissertation at the moment. I'm getting my name around as a concept artist here and I've had two exhibitions, with a big one coming up in October. I'm also down for a PhD (Film Studies) starting in October where I'll be writing a thesis!
How about you?
Other than that, The journal tells all the gory details as of late.
Glad to hear that you've done well on everything; that's awesome. I'm glad to hear you've kept going into post-grad stuffs.
My email addy's have stayed the same, but I'm not on TigerMUCk too much anymore, even tho I should be. I miss it and all the folks there. But...
Anyway, good to know that you're still lurking around out there. I got turned onto FA by a friend, and even though I don't fit in really well, I've tried to share my side of the animals thing, and I seem to be fairly well taken. I'm happy for that. :)
Take care, and I'll talk to you later! Good luck in all your continuing studies!