I've had a bad experience today. After asking for a commission from someone I considered a freind they messaged me to tell me they were calling it off. I appreciate them being straight with me but when I tried to ask why their inspiration for it had suddenly dropped they began to grow aggressive. I tried to keep the convasation calm and even apologised and tried to move everything on but they continued to find reasons to be angry with me and in the end blocked me. Whats more they made a journal about it and although they didn't use names it just seemed to result in a list of people who were insulting me. I've tried to move on from it and make up but they seem determined to remain angry at me and I just don't know how to feel. I admit I may have sounded a little over depressed about it but considering I'd read the message after coming in from burrying my hamster I was already down and not in a fit state for anymore bad news.
Anyway I don't know how I should feel about what happened and it kind of hurts.

This is starting to get annoying, every time I check back on her journal there are an army of brown nosers who somehow believe they have a direct link to my brain and know exactly what I was thinking and why. Taking a message in whatever way you want and translating it so you can insult someone just reflects your asskissing behaviour and that you haven't really thought about the argument so you can earn points in someones good book. I also think the whole blocking part of this is overdone because as I said I want to burry the hatchet but she refuses to listen.