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15 years ago
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so ever since I left detroit i've been feeling like crap. like, not just the regular i-dont-wanna-go-to-school-crappy, no, the omgijustwannatearoutmyheartandmailittosomeone crappy. This is probably the first time i've felt this way in ages. like, i never get too emotional over things, but this just hits me hard and i don't really wanna pour the whole story out here cuz i feel that's not the responsible thing to do. But i do just wanna let people know what's going on since i don't update my journal very much. that and the fact that the only person i feel like talking to right now is probably asleep and she would probably get mad at me for telling her this kind of stuff. Sorry vinter. i really wish i had someone to curl up with right now. i could use a scratch behind the ears right now...
it DOES help to talk about it, although I wont prod you to do so cuz I know its hard.
when I moved from the south i was nothing but pissed off. I wanted to go back to my element, felt so out of place and it effected my whole mood and I couldnt really enjoy anything. I been up here a whole year and Im just now considering meeting now people--other than the people Ive had to work with. But thats also cuz Im a bit of an introvert and will usually keep to myself unless Im approached first, then I decide to come out. and people like me ^^
so what I recommend is you just go out. find someone outside to talk to and youll feel better about your location. slowly but surely ^^