So, this is how it is
15 years ago
General
Well, i'm back to my slump, basically being invisible again.
Lately, I just feel embarrassed when I try to open up, because I don't know how that individual feels about me when I try to talk. I've been trying to get out of my shell, but I'm been going back in it.
Work is again, pressuring me to go further, to get more stuff, and well, I know there are others on my team that get stuff but the management staff is slacking, letting me and other people on my team get all of the stuff while they just work on other things. I do like to do projects but nope, stay on the register and get numbers.
I know I should put up the scans of the sketches I got at AC, and got the okie by several artists, but I've been out of it, with family and work stuff invading my time, so I do apologize to those who I got sketches from. I will try my best to get them up soon.
I'm going to take the plunge and buy a half-suit soon, but I got two quotes and don't know which one to take. (btw, if you are suiter and you are reading this, please note me if you can or IM me, I need some help about who to go with, and whatnot)
I got the photos off of my phone, so I will have to find a site that lets me setup a gallery and so that all of you can view it. what is the best site for that?
on a totally different related matter, I don't like going to several doctor offices to find out what is wrong with me, it makes me super nervous.
Also, I want to thank everyone who has watched me as of late or chatted with me, Its awesome to meet all of you ^^
And one last thing...Thank you for reading my thoughts, I'm trying to improve myself but its hard.
-Landis F.
Lately, I just feel embarrassed when I try to open up, because I don't know how that individual feels about me when I try to talk. I've been trying to get out of my shell, but I'm been going back in it.
Work is again, pressuring me to go further, to get more stuff, and well, I know there are others on my team that get stuff but the management staff is slacking, letting me and other people on my team get all of the stuff while they just work on other things. I do like to do projects but nope, stay on the register and get numbers.
I know I should put up the scans of the sketches I got at AC, and got the okie by several artists, but I've been out of it, with family and work stuff invading my time, so I do apologize to those who I got sketches from. I will try my best to get them up soon.
I'm going to take the plunge and buy a half-suit soon, but I got two quotes and don't know which one to take. (btw, if you are suiter and you are reading this, please note me if you can or IM me, I need some help about who to go with, and whatnot)
I got the photos off of my phone, so I will have to find a site that lets me setup a gallery and so that all of you can view it. what is the best site for that?
on a totally different related matter, I don't like going to several doctor offices to find out what is wrong with me, it makes me super nervous.
Also, I want to thank everyone who has watched me as of late or chatted with me, Its awesome to meet all of you ^^
And one last thing...Thank you for reading my thoughts, I'm trying to improve myself but its hard.
-Landis F.
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Ive seen it time and again, not just in others, but also in myself. You're not alone, even though you feel that way.
A good photo hosting site is photobucket. You can make public and private galleries with it.
as for suits, Im going with
hope you feel better soon man~
That bites about your work. I would say try taking initiative and get to the projects first before anyone can say where to place you if you get the chance ;)
Hope you can find a good price for a half suit though and that should be fun and cool to have =D
Oh yeah meeting several doctors can be frightening, especially if they all come up with a different result of your body. But at the same time it is better to get a checkup to be sure of what may be happening on the inside, a sort of double edged sword XP
Hope things go well for you though with everything. Hope one day to talk to you too :)
well, i might be looking around for another job, im getting tired of the bullshit
I did, and I am super happy about it ^^
I still don't like doctors, not one bit.
you too dude, im on basically everything, except for steam, which i got to install it again.
I don't blame you, no need for you to be put into those kinds of scenarios and never feel happy with what you're doing
Sweet! =D
No, as I see it the less you see a doctor the better XD
Oh nice, well I don't really have steam so that's cool.