I'm trying to make a more unique fursona (I won't drop Sparky entirely or anything, she's just me as a hyena, but I want a more...separate fursona). I want to keep the blue hyena but merge it with a hyacinth macaw to make a griffin BUT I CAN'T DRAW IT. >:[ Why must I fail so. I guess I'll have to commission someone, but I'd like to at least start with some sketches on my end...maybe I just have artist's block tonight. probably because I'm broke. Being broke does stupid things like that to my brain.

Also I figured out my taxes and I owe $45 but being broke I can't actually pay it. Ffff.