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I think I'm inadvertently anorexic...
15 years ago
Okay, so I've been trying to lose a little weight to fit into a dress by November, but I think by doing this I'm being anorexic without...trying?
1. I drink at least 5 bottles of water a day. It may be healthy, but I drink them to suppress appetite and cleanse out the food I happened to eat that day.
2. I eat less than 900 calories a day. I cut out soda completely, don't eat any servings with more than 150 calories.
3. Breakfast isn't eaten because I usually wake up around 2-4 in the afternoon, go straight to my boyfriend's house, where there is almost NOTHING to eat there.
4. Cut out almost any food I used to enjoy (brownies, hot pockets, MEAT, etc.)
5. I take REALLY RIDICULOUSLY small portions. Like last night, I had a plate of plain spaghetti about or smaller than the size of my fist for dinner. Afterward I felt fat :/
6. In the past 2 weeks, I went from 110 lbs to about 104 lbs (I'm 5' 4")
It started as just trying to lose an inch to fit my waist into a dress, and making myself healthier, but escalated into this. Help??
1. I drink at least 5 bottles of water a day. It may be healthy, but I drink them to suppress appetite and cleanse out the food I happened to eat that day.
2. I eat less than 900 calories a day. I cut out soda completely, don't eat any servings with more than 150 calories.
3. Breakfast isn't eaten because I usually wake up around 2-4 in the afternoon, go straight to my boyfriend's house, where there is almost NOTHING to eat there.
4. Cut out almost any food I used to enjoy (brownies, hot pockets, MEAT, etc.)
5. I take REALLY RIDICULOUSLY small portions. Like last night, I had a plate of plain spaghetti about or smaller than the size of my fist for dinner. Afterward I felt fat :/
6. In the past 2 weeks, I went from 110 lbs to about 104 lbs (I'm 5' 4")
It started as just trying to lose an inch to fit my waist into a dress, and making myself healthier, but escalated into this. Help??
You'll need help to keep yourself on track to make sure you get all the calories you need to stay healthy. Might wanna start small - start adding in things that are healthy, but still pack a punch in the calorie department. Still try to stay away from sugary junk foods, though. Kind of try to find an inbetween area, between your current diet and the ideal diet of 1200 calories per day, then slowly move closer and closer to the ideal diet.
You should probably try to work your way up and gradually eat bigger meals. Help your stomach get used to it again. You aren't the only one having the issue of not eating as much as you used to.
Stressed over anything?
I ordered a small, though my measurements based on the size chart say that my bust is EXTRA small and hips are EXTRA small, but my waist is a small. (32, 26, 32) Which pissed me off, because I knew that if I ordered an X-small then I couldn't squeeze into it because of how "big" my midsection is.
Stressed? Well, I'm not getting as much sleep as I used to, constantly driving in cabs to and from Garydos' house, and I'm torn about this issue on Garydos' preference to scene-girls. (he REALLY liked it when I was a little wannabe scenester and kinda wants me to look like that again), but IDK if I can do it
yeah, everything is okay, the only bad thing is the lack of transportation to each other :C