I miss my cat. I hardly played with him and I couldn't pet him due to severe allergies but he's been with me for almost twelves years. He was my little baby and I hate myself for not being able to save him. At least he didn't suffer too much. I just wish I could have done something. My boyfriend and my friend  renho helped me feel a little better but I feel like I won't be able to smile for a while. Now all there's left for me to do is to wait for the vet to call me so I can go get his ashes... I hope he's happy where he his and he'll always be my beloved little kitty.