Its been a really bad week for me. Me and my GF have been going through some very rough spots lately when she found out about the only thing I've been hiding from her. I won't say here as off its been talk about over and over through hour long phone calls so we are still ok just have to do some stuff to prove it this weekend...I was really shocked when she forgave me though. This girl is my world and to hear her say that made me bawl like a baby in front of her. We are working through this and feel it will makes us strong so heres knownin

Also my Papa (granddad) passed away Monday. My Papa was my favorite grandparent and hearing this made me just lose it with every thing else. He was a very awesome and wise man who always took me fishing when I was younger. I always had a blast with him fishing, feel over the boat sometimes though but it was still fun. He was always active so seeing him lying there like that just didn't click with me so its been rough till today. I'll always miss him but I know if I always keep him in my heart then he'll be with me.

So yea, very head splitting week, my head has not stop pounding since Monday. Its a bit better now but I feel I'll be a lot better when the week end rolls around. Just please keep me in your thoughts as I take care of this last thing so that it will ALL be behind me.

Yours truly and silly
Edward "Hung" Rider :3