I want to drink tonight but I know it's unrealistic and I won't get to enjoy it. I love my husband, he gives me breaks but he doesn't let me fully sleep off drinking, so I wake up cranky. Even on nights I don't get to enjoy a drink, I still get woken up cranky >:| This morning he comes in to lay down, the dogs get SUPER excited and piss me off, he turns on the baby monitor and Nicholas is awake, not sleeping like he thought he was. So I'm like "8| Why are you even in here" but I didn't say that LOL. He leaves the room, gets the kiddo, brings him into the room and of course Nicholas is excited and happy to see me. So my husband is playing with him and I'm like " 8| " zombie. He props Nicholas up to sit, and I blink and he headbutts my pubic bone like.. hard. I'm screaming, my husband's saying how he thought Nicholas was propping himself up. UGH not how I wanted to wake up 8|

I have a bruised pelvis/pubic bone. urf. It hurts.

I have commissions to do now.

Today I hope to get  taasla's done.

Anyone else want one? check out my header/footer. Now I need to take a midol so my pelvis feels all right again. I don't know how Nicholas wasn't screaming and crying, that was a hard hit :(