SSDD gotta love my life.
15 years ago
Yay same old same, pain and torment. Now I would like to state for the recorded before going on, that I'm not a God damn Emo. My life just seems to fit that F-in poser style, torture and suffering no changes.
So been hanging with an old ex. Don't need to go into details but we dated a while back, I was coming off my meds, and she was getting on meds. Needless to say things didn't work out so well, not to mention and certain reptilian shit decided to snake his way back in. Anyways we've been talking, having some good times, things seemed like they might work this time. Whelp I was sick today sick as a dog, she came over scooped me up to take care of me......At the snakes. Now long and short she's got a long past with the snake and they almost got married. Well whenever he's around she wants me to be nice, and no try and mentally torture him. And being the nice guy I am I do it, cause she says he's two week to take it, but I'm strong I could take it......We lay down for a little nap in there place, and he slither's in with her food instead of waking her up, he snuggles up to her and places her snuggling against him.....I following her wishes, don't say or do anything.....I can't sleep so I get up to piss, and now the whole bed's taken up by the shit......So fuck it I would to a buddies house.
The only semi-good point tonight was I got picked up hitchhiking by this really nice Mexican dude....He tried to talk on the short drive, but his English was a tad off. The funny part was when he dropped me off dude asked me "Coke'a?" and then snorted trying to communicate, that he either wanted some or wanted to share. XP I'm a tall skinny neon-white long haired punk guy irl, everyone seems to think that means I'm a dealer.
And everyone wonders why I'm a Asshole-Synic. But whatever life moves on and I'll have to survive, cause sometimes that's all you can do.
Song of the day: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X1Fqn9du7xo cause sometimes it just makes no sense.
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