right, i need to piece my brain together and i think i have.

ive been going so mental i havnt bothered to listen to my self. not thinking to listen to me own views of life.

'lifes to short to dwel on the past, live in the present, learn from the past and look to the future'

'everything that has ever happened, has happened for a reason.

i wsa getting in such a state it was ridiculous. and i think envy was getting the better of me.

ive decided to become much more social, going to go out with friends rather than keep myself to myself, going to meet some new friends and get in contact with some long lost ones.

cant wait to start fencing in october. need a new environment

looking to the future, and it looks bright.