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15 years ago
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Whoops, there I go again trying to maintain some sort of journal like function and forgetting about it. That is usually the reason I feel apathetic about trying to keep regularity in journals.
Either way, things are going alright. Still struggling my way through at work to put up with the customers while I earn slightly less than nothing. With our newest store manager things are going in a good direction. We're actually making progress on the things we were behind on!
The fursuit is definitely on hold as I have given up on trying to make things. I'm currently saving up money the best I can although my car just decided it's going to ask me for all that I have saved. Perhaps if I can find enough motivation and desire I will scrimp and save enough to get a head done, and hopefully that will give me the drive to do the rest of it since that is what mostly is intimidating me.
My spinning is also at a standstill. Currently I just feel completely uninspired. There are new moves and patterns for me to learn, but I just feel that all I do is just pattern after pattern after pattern... sort of like I've lost any style that I had. I recently bought Sound Virus by Nick Wood hoping some of the tracks would get me in the mood to spin, but no dice. Perhaps when I finally do the fire I will get some sort of groove back.
And last on my mind is the theme for this week on FA. Fat bunnies.... I don't get it. Is there some sort of joke behind it? A history or story that makes it relevant? I doubt it has anything to do with the season currently... I just find it a bit odd to be honest. The whole fascination with obesity has baffled me for a while. When I see ladies riding the motor scooters in walmart and the fat on their elbows makes what resembles a shwa, I frown and also kind of throw up a little bit in my mouth. Perhaps it is I that lacks the....whatever you may call it to find this theme interesting. All I know is that it is kind of disgusting to think about too much if I mull on it.
Either way, things are going alright. Still struggling my way through at work to put up with the customers while I earn slightly less than nothing. With our newest store manager things are going in a good direction. We're actually making progress on the things we were behind on!
The fursuit is definitely on hold as I have given up on trying to make things. I'm currently saving up money the best I can although my car just decided it's going to ask me for all that I have saved. Perhaps if I can find enough motivation and desire I will scrimp and save enough to get a head done, and hopefully that will give me the drive to do the rest of it since that is what mostly is intimidating me.
My spinning is also at a standstill. Currently I just feel completely uninspired. There are new moves and patterns for me to learn, but I just feel that all I do is just pattern after pattern after pattern... sort of like I've lost any style that I had. I recently bought Sound Virus by Nick Wood hoping some of the tracks would get me in the mood to spin, but no dice. Perhaps when I finally do the fire I will get some sort of groove back.
And last on my mind is the theme for this week on FA. Fat bunnies.... I don't get it. Is there some sort of joke behind it? A history or story that makes it relevant? I doubt it has anything to do with the season currently... I just find it a bit odd to be honest. The whole fascination with obesity has baffled me for a while. When I see ladies riding the motor scooters in walmart and the fat on their elbows makes what resembles a shwa, I frown and also kind of throw up a little bit in my mouth. Perhaps it is I that lacks the....whatever you may call it to find this theme interesting. All I know is that it is kind of disgusting to think about too much if I mull on it.
