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15 years ago
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Back from eureka springs.
It was interesting, i managed to get a lot of sketches of scenery, and while I was there I started writing the rough draft to what I hope will be a fairly successful story. i'll probably post a few chapters up here soon.
I know, that is really random and you may think "...Eatter is capable of grammar skills and writing?"
I am, and in all actualiy, I love to write. But I just never have time. I will make myself have time now though.
I have been doing some major revamps in my life right now and it's been really serious and slightly painful becasue I am realizing that I won't be able to let myself live as freely adn carefree as I once did (not that i really had that many carefree moments, but you get my understanding).
I have reached a point in my life where I have someone i am crazy about adn who makes me happy, in good and bad times. i have a group of friends near me who are willing to drive an hour or more to come help me out when I am suffering from my depressive episodes. i have my friends who I can see a few times a year at cons and on trips that I have a good relationship about.
It's as though i finally got to stop holding my breathe because it dawned on me, if I am going to have anyone to count on, it's going to be me. I have to be the one who says I go this way, i do that. I can't let others push me to be what i don't want to be. I cannot push others to do what they want.
Soft nudges of advice can be a wonderful thing and will also be given and recieved with smiles and utmost appreciation, because I see it as a sign of caring about a person.
I will admit that I have come to realize a moment of enlightenment I guess.
I see no point in holding anger or being upset about anything or anyone.
I see no reason to wish harm to anyone or to have a hard heart about things.
I see every reason to try and enjoy life as best I can.
I may be sick, and I may not be around forever, but I know that while I am here I should really try to make the best of it.
Sure there will be times where i will be sad or say things I shouldn't, but I have a feeling it will be a lot less and that when it does happen, it will be one of those situations where I cannot help but feel that way.
well, I have a lot of work to do, but I just thought I wul drop a line and let everyone know that I am doing okay.
It was interesting, i managed to get a lot of sketches of scenery, and while I was there I started writing the rough draft to what I hope will be a fairly successful story. i'll probably post a few chapters up here soon.
I know, that is really random and you may think "...Eatter is capable of grammar skills and writing?"
I am, and in all actualiy, I love to write. But I just never have time. I will make myself have time now though.
I have been doing some major revamps in my life right now and it's been really serious and slightly painful becasue I am realizing that I won't be able to let myself live as freely adn carefree as I once did (not that i really had that many carefree moments, but you get my understanding).
I have reached a point in my life where I have someone i am crazy about adn who makes me happy, in good and bad times. i have a group of friends near me who are willing to drive an hour or more to come help me out when I am suffering from my depressive episodes. i have my friends who I can see a few times a year at cons and on trips that I have a good relationship about.
It's as though i finally got to stop holding my breathe because it dawned on me, if I am going to have anyone to count on, it's going to be me. I have to be the one who says I go this way, i do that. I can't let others push me to be what i don't want to be. I cannot push others to do what they want.
Soft nudges of advice can be a wonderful thing and will also be given and recieved with smiles and utmost appreciation, because I see it as a sign of caring about a person.
I will admit that I have come to realize a moment of enlightenment I guess.
I see no point in holding anger or being upset about anything or anyone.
I see no reason to wish harm to anyone or to have a hard heart about things.
I see every reason to try and enjoy life as best I can.
I may be sick, and I may not be around forever, but I know that while I am here I should really try to make the best of it.
Sure there will be times where i will be sad or say things I shouldn't, but I have a feeling it will be a lot less and that when it does happen, it will be one of those situations where I cannot help but feel that way.
well, I have a lot of work to do, but I just thought I wul drop a line and let everyone know that I am doing okay.
And I'm glad that issues have been taken care of. <:3