does my art suck? i'm feeling down about my art today...

i've been drawing less, though i do try and get some really good stuff out of my head...the only way i get stuff out of my head is watching people speed paint on youtube, they inspire me, the way they can draw stuff without the black lines to stay in.

i've been watching people draw the chesire cat from the new alice in wonderland, and i just want to draw my kittys (witch i am doing, but stopped for a bit) but after awhile i stop and look at the pictures i did and feel rather down about it....

have i been drawing to much? am i losing my touch to draw things?

or am i just going through an art block again....

this sucks...big time....

though i'll be 19 in 50 days, but i just sit there and go, yay...i'm old....>.<...i just don't feel like my old self, when i draw something, i use to like it...i guess time is just catching up with me.....

anyway, how is everyone?