Sorry its been forever since i've updated anything but im really going through a tough spot in life. School's starting soon, work has been sucking and my grandmother and great grandfather haven't been doing too well. My grandmother's got COPD and luckily she's found a doctor that specializes in just COPD and can hopefully help make her healthy again. and I broke up mutually after a few months of rough waters. she still means the world to me and we both agree that we've basically grown up together and will always be friends. I will never have anything but respect for her. She is one great woman. My great grandfather who i visited about 3 weeks ago in ohio had a new pacemaker put in at the ripe age of 87 is still standing on his own two feet which makes me nothing but happy. I also went to his house and he had a glock sitting on his coffee table which made me realize how shitty the neighborhood has gotten around there. He's been in that house for 57 years and will not part with it no matter how much all of us try to convince him that it's bad to be there. I'm heading to school in the fall to finish up my EMT-B certification, soon I'll be saving lives. Hopefully this will help me get back on my own two feet and move out again. I miss my independence.