I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm still alive- hurting, depressed, wishing at times that I wasn't, but... still alive. My husband and I are hanging in there, holding onto each other and being supported by our dear friends,  stokerbramwell and  razzek, who drove down here to be with us. My long-time friend, Liv (who isn't on FA or a furry) is also here.

Robby and I have been making plans to go to my favorite forest and just be there for a few days, letting ourselves and leaving a few things for Dahlia. We'll likely bury something for her, since there... was nothing physical to bury. We need the closure.

We miss you, Dahlia Rose Cornelow. You will always, always be in our hearts. I think that my brother is looking after you and your older sibling in heaven- I hope that you like both of them and that you don't give them much trouble.

I don't think I'd be able to get through this without my friends--I keep thinking of the quote "When you can't walk, you crawl. And when you can't crawl, you find someone to carry you." Thank you, Razz, Stoker, Liv and everyone else for carrying us.

In regard to commissions and just generally being on the internet, I'm still not in any condition to do that. My body hurts, I'm emotionally broken and I just... can't. I'm sorry. It may be a while. Thank you for understanding, and I apologize for not being able to do any work.

- Loki and Robby