That day is today...

Today is my birthday, now first I will say I'm not trying to make this sound emo or anything because I'm not alone or anything for my birthday.

Actually, I just dislike my birthday because well... I dislike it, I feel weird having an entire day devoted to ME, it just doesn't feel right towards others that I am expected to be on my high horse and plan on others to simply bow around me and praise me endlessly. I don't really want that, for all I know, today might just be another normal day. Hell, for all I know, I have to go run errands right now anyways for other life stuff like rent and my job.

I had two dinners in the last two days which were kind of like my presents, and really, I loved them, I had a lot of fun just being with the only people I really know and just talking and eating -very- nice food, so it was enjoyable.

But this whole day that is supposed to be an excuse to be flattered and humbled, I just don't know...