Omg i hate myself for caving in...
15 years ago
K A T T ★▪★▪★RA N T○s ↗↗
I don't know i've been really unstable and after get so pumped up on anger and breaking up with my bf i can't find why i did it the first place, and i have this urge to just go up and talk to him but when i do he just brings up the things i don't want to hear i want to stay his firend and be his firend.... why can't he just see he hurting me or am i just hurting myself for being clingy to someone.... ARRGGGGH pulls out hair* Does it mean i still have feelings for him or am i just a lonely person... I'm so confused and its eatting at me so much i just feel like crying my eyes out again....
(but of course let him know how you feel about him hurting you. It's very important they know why there was a problem in the first place-but don't let them think you're whining) Hang in there hon!!!
fuck... i hate my personality
You'll get it all figured out soon. It's all a learning experience *hugs*
Hormones are a bitch.
Believe you, me, I know how it feels. To get so close to someone, just for it all to end up like the softest murder of your heart. Then you try to fix it, and they only spit on you, twist the knife, and throw salt in the wounds. It's hard to believe that one can actually make it through something so terrible. I guess all I can tell you, is that one day, the rain will stop and the storms will clear and you will again feel alive.
It's okay to cry. I have. The strongest cry. It's how we know we're human afterall. If you need our support, you know where to find us. We'll all be there for you.
it's been 3 and a half weeks since we've been broken up, and I still cry when I think about her, and how stupid I was. All it took was for me to say one thing by mistake, never mean it, and still get punished for it.
if you have aim, I'm willing to chat. note me