My boyfriend Frank and I just broke up. It was very messy and very very painful. I may not be as talkative for a little while, I hope people will understand. This in no way, shape, or form will affect my performance on commissions, I won't let it. So please don't worry about that. I just need some understanding that I won't be as active in comments and faving and the like. I'm still here, just too bummed to be social.

I'm trying very very hard not to cry, but my situation with the medicine withdrawals is making that pretty much impossible. I'm miserable.

[Edit] He keeps calling and texting me. He's swinging wildly back and forth between begging me to take him back and lashing out at me. In the past 30 minutes I've been told that he loves me and I'm everything, as well as he hates me and I'm worthless.
You'd think that would make this easier on me, but I hate that I hurt him.