I'm lost and all I want to do is break down completely. The internet really proves that I don't belong. =/ Every friend I've gained has only backfired and hurt me in some degree that makes me what to disappear for a long time. I can't trust anyone. I can't do anything anymore. No one, basically, understands me unless they get to see me in person which.. I only hang out with two people anyways.. I lack real friends. So.. I feel like all I am is a burden. .-. I just.. don't know. I'm sorry for the rant. I'm just really upset and don't know where to go at this point.