Fragments~
15 years ago
General
(Words of a lonely hero)
So much blood is spilled by my blade. Foes rise behind my back and fall before my might and fury as I swing my blade with cold assurance that someday there shall be no need for my might, fury, and blade. My only concern, the concern that gnaws away at my thoughts is, on that day... Will I be able to relinquish my blade? Will I be strong enough to open my hand and let the hilt fall from my grasp? For the sake of humanity...
I hope so.
(Talk between two people, together for 2weeks. participants in long distance relationship)
"Tell me why you're angry. When you aren't snapping at your own work, you're glaring off into space."
"Fine! I'll tell you! I'm angry because I love you! How am I to show the sheer amount of JOY I get just being around you when I know you have to leave and after a time you'll come back and it'll all repeat itself! It's like having my heart ripped out of my chest just to be put back in and only half patched so it's easier to rip out next time!"
(Walking into a rape in the happening in a gas-station roughly around midnight)
"Sir, I'm not going to tell you to stop... But I am going to tell you to get the FUCK out of here or death won't have a chance to get at you, because I'll kill you myself"
(Conversation between The Fox and a possible dream apparation)
"Can't you feel it?"
"Feel what?"
"The beast sleeping within you. Afterall, its heartbeat is only one *thump* beat *thump* off" *thump*
"Do you want this power?"
"No!"
"Why?"
"Because I can't control it!"
"Hm, and would you want it if you could control it?"
"No!"
"Why?"
"Because, I don't want to be a freak of nature! I want to be normal!"
"Why? As a "freak of nature" you have the power to protect those close to you from physical harm and the mental and emotional harm that would accompany your death."
"I don't care! I would rather die normal and miserable than a freak!"
"Perhaps it isn't worth being normal..."
These are basically just some fragmented thoughts that are floating around in my head. Do not take credit for these thoughts for they are free formed and un-influenced thoughts.
So much blood is spilled by my blade. Foes rise behind my back and fall before my might and fury as I swing my blade with cold assurance that someday there shall be no need for my might, fury, and blade. My only concern, the concern that gnaws away at my thoughts is, on that day... Will I be able to relinquish my blade? Will I be strong enough to open my hand and let the hilt fall from my grasp? For the sake of humanity...
I hope so.
(Talk between two people, together for 2weeks. participants in long distance relationship)
"Tell me why you're angry. When you aren't snapping at your own work, you're glaring off into space."
"Fine! I'll tell you! I'm angry because I love you! How am I to show the sheer amount of JOY I get just being around you when I know you have to leave and after a time you'll come back and it'll all repeat itself! It's like having my heart ripped out of my chest just to be put back in and only half patched so it's easier to rip out next time!"
(Walking into a rape in the happening in a gas-station roughly around midnight)
"Sir, I'm not going to tell you to stop... But I am going to tell you to get the FUCK out of here or death won't have a chance to get at you, because I'll kill you myself"
(Conversation between The Fox and a possible dream apparation)
"Can't you feel it?"
"Feel what?"
"The beast sleeping within you. Afterall, its heartbeat is only one *thump* beat *thump* off" *thump*
"Do you want this power?"
"No!"
"Why?"
"Because I can't control it!"
"Hm, and would you want it if you could control it?"
"No!"
"Why?"
"Because, I don't want to be a freak of nature! I want to be normal!"
"Why? As a "freak of nature" you have the power to protect those close to you from physical harm and the mental and emotional harm that would accompany your death."
"I don't care! I would rather die normal and miserable than a freak!"
"Perhaps it isn't worth being normal..."
These are basically just some fragmented thoughts that are floating around in my head. Do not take credit for these thoughts for they are free formed and un-influenced thoughts.
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