work's finally gotten to me, I get stressed out and aggravated at everything now, and I have no outlet... sat around a bit and tried to figure out what I enjoy doing and honestly I just don't know anymore. I hate sitting on the computer, but there's noting else to do. school registration is in a week and I know if I throw schoolwork on top of this mess I'm gonna break down all together. don't worry though... I'm not suicidal again... I've got friends that need me and other things I promised people so really it's my not wanting to break promises keeping me alive right now... I really don't know what's gonna happen from here, but at least I asked for help this time...