eh... kinda took a long look at my life, and I think I came up with my problem.... I'm too damn old for my age. looked at where I was going and what I was doing and realized that I've just been taking things way too seriously for too long. Kinda blame my parents for part of it, then again, I guess i was the one to listen to them a bit too well. Anyway, I'm turning over a new leaf and am going to try and enjoy life instead of doing what I've been doing. I'm only 20 for Christ's sake... I really should act like it.