What am I trying to say?
15 years ago
I've hit an odd impasse with my artwork and I'm not sure what to do about it.
There are still lots of construction things I need to work on and there are some style things I want to develop but... I feel like somehow I've lost my voice. I don't really know what my art has to say beyond "Look at me. Wooo!" It's kind of shallow and vain and ultimately pointless. I feel like my work used to mean something or have direction. I want to create worlds for people to wander in but even this seems like a bit of egotism mixed with escapism. I want to create worlds that I can disappear into but... What's the point to wandering these worlds alone and even if I do go live in these places in my head. So what? It doesn't help anyone. It's just me, some lonely freak wandering in a world in her head. What's the point?
I still do a lot of art. I'm working and studying all the time but... I dunno. None of it feels worth putting up anywhere. :(
There are still lots of construction things I need to work on and there are some style things I want to develop but... I feel like somehow I've lost my voice. I don't really know what my art has to say beyond "Look at me. Wooo!" It's kind of shallow and vain and ultimately pointless. I feel like my work used to mean something or have direction. I want to create worlds for people to wander in but even this seems like a bit of egotism mixed with escapism. I want to create worlds that I can disappear into but... What's the point to wandering these worlds alone and even if I do go live in these places in my head. So what? It doesn't help anyone. It's just me, some lonely freak wandering in a world in her head. What's the point?
I still do a lot of art. I'm working and studying all the time but... I dunno. None of it feels worth putting up anywhere. :(
karass
~karass
All is vanity, on with the artwork.
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