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18 years ago
I just spent two fucking hours working on my myspace.
http://www.myspace.com/_fearthetiger
It's all like.. ME and stuff.
I'd also like to inform my 'watchers' here in Fur Affinity that I could almost classify myself under the 'burned fur' category, but I can't on the basis that I still post nude photos of myself to Xtube.
If you don't already know what the term means, then I will explain it in short. Basically, "burned fur" roughly means that an individual among the furry community got tired of the over sexualized ideas and members of the community and decided to stand against it.
I, myself, am all for sex but not in the sense that I have to make it part of every aspect of my hobbies and/or life. I don't understand cyber-sex, and the art is sometimes nice to look at but I don't worship it. What drew me to be part of the 'furry fandom' was the idea of fantasy and characterization to a real life animal. As time went on, I realized every day more and more just how ridiculous people were, even in this kind of fandom.
I've got a long detailed version of just about every incident I had during my interactions with online and physical furries, and each situation was substantially more inconvenient than the next. If you would like to read that, you'll have to email me, but let me remind you that it's a range of emotion, from pent up frustration to general anger and so on... so that's your fair warning.
Pretty much, after I moved into the new apartment, me and my room mate decided to cut off any contact with furries, because in the end they were just causing more problems.
In any case, that chapter of my life is pretty much over. I wasted the past couple years of my life on stupid fucking drama and I hate it. Oh well. I mean, I did gain a room mate and a life in Florida, but was all that drama really necessary?
Yes, or no. That is the question which I will never be able to answer.
I know you probably think I'm a slut or a sex-addict, or whatever the fuck else for posting myself online, Hell you could even call me narcissistic, so I'll just clarify some shit right now.
Let me be the one to admit that I may not be the best looking male of my generation but damnit I know how to fuckin' deliver myself to my photos.
I know critics exist for a reason but there's been alot of hateful comments and/or emails given to me in the past year or so since I started posting my photos online, and I have come to the point where I simply embrace the negativity.
I guess it helps to keep me in check with the reality that nobody is the epitome of perfection.
I'm just glad when people can look at my photos and analyze it for the creativity of the shot instead of who or what is in the shot. That's more satisfying than someone going "OMG UR SO HOT LEMME SUCK YOU DRY". not that I have a problem with being sucked dry...
There are also people that say that I am posting myself online to compensate for the lack of attention I'm being paid in real life. This is far from the truth. I am, in my own belief, an artist , and this is just a portion of the many things that I do that are artful, and I'm not forcibly using it to get laid or land myself a boyfriend.
Though I would like to remind you that even though I am lonely ,i refuse to attach myself to a screen name like most furs and peopel seem to do nowadays. A screen name can't be there in the morning to say "Good Morning" and see you stretch your rested body to look in your eyes and know that you woke up to see the glistening morning sunlight in their eyes just one more time.
I don't know what else to rant about in this post but eh, it's not like I don't have alot on my mind anyway :Dd
http://www.myspace.com/_fearthetiger
It's all like.. ME and stuff.
I'd also like to inform my 'watchers' here in Fur Affinity that I could almost classify myself under the 'burned fur' category, but I can't on the basis that I still post nude photos of myself to Xtube.
If you don't already know what the term means, then I will explain it in short. Basically, "burned fur" roughly means that an individual among the furry community got tired of the over sexualized ideas and members of the community and decided to stand against it.
I, myself, am all for sex but not in the sense that I have to make it part of every aspect of my hobbies and/or life. I don't understand cyber-sex, and the art is sometimes nice to look at but I don't worship it. What drew me to be part of the 'furry fandom' was the idea of fantasy and characterization to a real life animal. As time went on, I realized every day more and more just how ridiculous people were, even in this kind of fandom.
I've got a long detailed version of just about every incident I had during my interactions with online and physical furries, and each situation was substantially more inconvenient than the next. If you would like to read that, you'll have to email me, but let me remind you that it's a range of emotion, from pent up frustration to general anger and so on... so that's your fair warning.
Pretty much, after I moved into the new apartment, me and my room mate decided to cut off any contact with furries, because in the end they were just causing more problems.
In any case, that chapter of my life is pretty much over. I wasted the past couple years of my life on stupid fucking drama and I hate it. Oh well. I mean, I did gain a room mate and a life in Florida, but was all that drama really necessary?
Yes, or no. That is the question which I will never be able to answer.
I know you probably think I'm a slut or a sex-addict, or whatever the fuck else for posting myself online, Hell you could even call me narcissistic, so I'll just clarify some shit right now.
Let me be the one to admit that I may not be the best looking male of my generation but damnit I know how to fuckin' deliver myself to my photos.
I know critics exist for a reason but there's been alot of hateful comments and/or emails given to me in the past year or so since I started posting my photos online, and I have come to the point where I simply embrace the negativity.
I guess it helps to keep me in check with the reality that nobody is the epitome of perfection.
I'm just glad when people can look at my photos and analyze it for the creativity of the shot instead of who or what is in the shot. That's more satisfying than someone going "OMG UR SO HOT LEMME SUCK YOU DRY". not that I have a problem with being sucked dry...
There are also people that say that I am posting myself online to compensate for the lack of attention I'm being paid in real life. This is far from the truth. I am, in my own belief, an artist , and this is just a portion of the many things that I do that are artful, and I'm not forcibly using it to get laid or land myself a boyfriend.
Though I would like to remind you that even though I am lonely ,i refuse to attach myself to a screen name like most furs and peopel seem to do nowadays. A screen name can't be there in the morning to say "Good Morning" and see you stretch your rested body to look in your eyes and know that you woke up to see the glistening morning sunlight in their eyes just one more time.
I don't know what else to rant about in this post but eh, it's not like I don't have alot on my mind anyway :Dd
