I just thought that another update might be in order.

For the record, today has not been the best day (after sleeping in til 3 in the afternoon.)

But, other than that, things have been smooth sailing internally.
My mind has been in a better state recently. Holding that state seems to be a bit draining for me though, so, I guess I'll need to start taking it a bit easy for awhile. No more 10 hour days at school for a little while. ^^

School is school. I'm getting a little more insight into why people there are the way they are, and more insight into how I respond to them, and how they've begun to effect me.

I've noticed that I have less tolerance for indifference among the people around me nowadays. I guess that can be a side effect from trying to flow with my fellow cosmetologists on a constant basis... But, I should really realize that my indifference is what brings life to my personality, and that I should be able to embrace it, even when it's another person's indifference that I find to be a nuisance. Pretty basic concept, no? it will probably bring a lot more inspiration to my trade if i am able to embrace this aspect of my life fully, and without fear. But, I may have to better myself in other philosophical aspects before i take this step. I am still trying to gain stability in a lot of other aspects of my life: there's no need to overload myself. God knows that I have time.

Although things in the metaphysical are starting to come into their own, financially, we're stuck in a rut. My mother and I are still living with my grandmother in Ohio. With my mother being out of work, and with my schedule for school making job hunting into a wild goose chase, our primary income is my grandmother's social security check, which, mind you, is barely enough to support one person (who is terrible with their finances) let alone 3 people (who are all terrible with their finances.) To tell the truth, I'm not all too worried about this at the moment. I know that I will have some options if things go south: I'm not totally screwed. I can arrange something, at least until I graduate from school (which, I've already made it through half of my course so, things should be ok.)

Physically, I am forever finding new ways to hurt myself... always. x3
I just got over my left thumb joint giving my piano playing a run for it's money, and I somehow developed some form of skin irritation (after sitting in a wooded area for too long) that itched like crazy that I'm just now getting over, and today some 14 year old kid (at the church that i do sound work at) decides to play fight with me, and bashes my left elbow into a wall (previously fucked up in an ATV accident.) =/ Yes, it still hurts. No, it's not permanent. ^^ Other than that, I'm in good condition. My weight appears to be stable, my bones are as strong as ever, and my muscles are lean... too lean... Maybe I should try a gym (with my imaginary time and energy?)

My emotions are running as rampant within me as ever. I'm still trying to find a simple solution as to getting them in line. Maybe i should just blow them up? x3

My inspiration for artwork is kind of dormant at the moment, which really isn't a bad thing. It will wake up soon. ^^

I think that pretty much covers everything... except that I think I've fallen for someone... =D
I won't say who.
BUT, you know who you are, person that I'm falling for!! ^^ <3