I'm not really one to talk about my personal feelings online so that others can see my emotions but some people found some good help on here talking about it so I think I will give it a try myself....

A lot of people look up to me as a brother figure or the like and until now I have been happy to fill that role for them just being there for them whenever they needed a shoulder to cry on but lately it has just felt wrong comforting these people and giving them advice when I am such a bad situation of my own. Despite every effort and idea I have come up with I have not been able to get out of burdening people and I am out of ideas and at the end of my rope. Lack of job opportunities, one failed relationship after another, people abandoning all over the place, it is a lot for one person to bear and to top it all off I am looking in the face of homelessness for a second time. I don't expect anyone's pity or help I just needed to say these things and get them off my chest and I thank anyone for listening and those few that stuck by me through it all.