This is How I Should Be Looking at This
15 years ago
General
So I very recently made a post here. About my issues with creativity.
But then
stigmata Showed me this video and I'm suddenly I've had the realization that I'm looking at this the wrong way. Not to say anyone's thoughts before this have not helped me, but looking at what I'm dealing with I realize I've been walking backwards in some respects.
But then
stigmata Showed me this video and I'm suddenly I've had the realization that I'm looking at this the wrong way. Not to say anyone's thoughts before this have not helped me, but looking at what I'm dealing with I realize I've been walking backwards in some respects.
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I've had something like this going on for me for a while now. The other place the inspiration comes from is my subconscious, which is technically me, but it is not a place that the conscious Self has much access to. I have conversations with a character of mine who is most basically called the Other, and in doing that can get into a state of mind in which I am more connected to the subconscious. The character I've said, writes himself. He's written out of the subconscious, and brings information to me. These states of mind have a spiritual quality to them. I still think it is all coming from me, that it is not supernatural.