I feel like I want to take a break from it all. I've finally grown too tired of drama and all of the masks I put on. I love to be a jester (ha ha), but there are times it feels forced. On top of that, I don't like being blamed for things I never did, to only feel betrayed. Do you want to know the raw, creepy truth, I've contemplated how to do suicide for many years, but have never had the will to do so due to those who would miss me and that I have a life ahead of me. I'm not perfect, but that doesn't mean I'm not a broken person either with growing cracks. At this point, I'm near breaking...

EDIT: Regarding sympathy, it may not hit too close from hearing it too much. Sorry ahead of time if I snap at you.