It's obviously because you're afraid they'll find out you're a furry dyke :V

Nah. I wouldn't care about that.

I don't know why.




I think it's why I'm a useless piece of shit. No wonder I can't get a job while I wait for the airforce. Why the fuck would someone hire me.

I'll probably get kicked out of there, too.

Fuck.

Cmon, don't be so negative.

I don't really know you well enough to say much to cheer you up or anything, but I'm sure you're not that bad.

i can't stop

sorry

It's literally nothing. I don't even know what I did to set if off, today. XD I just feel like I'm being hated when I'm not and I know it. I keep having to ask 'are you upset with me what's wrong I'm sorry' and it just got to the point where I flat out hid in my room.

I'm a better now 'cause I've had time and distracted myself with VIDYA GAEMS. I just posted this in like the worst moment of shitshitshitsomethingswrong. Internets is way better than tearing up my arms or someshit.

TL;DR disregard that being an emo fag or something

Haha. Yeah, same here. BUT I AM BETTER FOR NOW.

I should make a new journal and drop kick this emo crap off my page.