i was never ungrateful i told you that and showed my thanks all the fucking time by letting you come over. Im not a drama llama your zoo best friends little over emotional and clinically retarded brother is. if he didn't keep fucking up my life I wouldn't be in this mess, so you can fuck off and live in your shitty run down apartment working a dead end job. Did I EVER complain when you called me up and bitched about old people ? No i sat there and listened like a CARING friend would. You just shut everything out. YOURE the ungrateful one so enjoy being getting drunk and high with your roommates all day every day.

Funny how you say that you let me come over. Thats it, it was me coming over, buying shit, letting you have whatever you wanted. Isnt that funny? And like, of all the shit I did you think that the basis of everything and the money and my life being shit making that fuckin scratch. Just so you could have some. Thanks. And I know that you would be getting drunk and high all the time if you worked a dead end job, yanno? And its funny how you were all into the guy before he even came up here and how they're fucked up drama llamas because they just chose to actually try and shut people out and then just fucking left. But he doesnt hold any grudges or fucking talk shit about you since then. You're the one thats all uncool about it. And whose life do you really think was fucked. You had alot shit set up and if you coulda tried to realize it instead of just shutting it out yourself, you would have never been in a fucking mess. You took part in fucking it up and yourself was the main reason for it. Blame yourself like you should, hope you like the xbox and games. Hope you like all the good times we had, hope you really fucking do. Cuz I did. I cant believe you, so selfish.

I never asked you to do that for us, you just did; if i would've known you were gonna act like im ungrateful for it and then hang it over my head I would've told you to fuck off. Being into him doesn't have anything to do with it. I didn't act on it until he cheated on me AGAIN; sorry i didnt wanna stay with someone who doesn't have priorities or a sense of morals. He's talked a bunch of shit actually, directly to my face but since youve shut yourself out you dont know about whats been going on do you? And actually I wouldn't, cause I wouldn't want it to end up fucking me over somehow, once in a while yeah but not all the time like you have been. I did and do realize what I had, but i'm not to blame, andrew is; hes the one that couldn't keep his shit together and fucked things up, not me. Point the blame in the right direction, not at the guy who just wasted 2 1/2 years being around you and all your pseudo-emotions and shrouded animosity towards others.

Lol, typical. I did it cuz I just did, sorry, its called generosity and fucking stepping on that is called being ungrateful, and you brought this up. You did. And what do you know of fucking morals? Look at yourself. Look at what YOU have done to the people around you. I never done anything but shed myself and my gain with you. and you spit on my name and our friendship like that. You dont know what a fucking moral is, and you dont fucking learn. A simple I'm Sorry would have fucking sufficed, but that would be selfish of me, cuz of all the shit I'm done and I'm a real bad person arent I? Yea, I really am I must be, since I dont give myself out to others. Fuck man really?

lol what have I done to you? When exactly did I spit on your name and show I was ungrateful? Because I didn't want to stay with andrew and let me mistreat me? Oh yeah, I'm a real bad person for shedding the bad in my life. If I remember correctly I was ALWAYS trying to talk to you and hang out with you up until 2 weeks ago when I stopped hearing from you completely so I just decided to say fuck it. Why try to persue a friendship if you're too stoned and drunk to? Yeah, fuck man, really; this is bullshit and completely uncalled for. But I should've expected it; you are a friend of Kazuma's after all, and if he can do worse shit than dog on me like you're trying to do, I should've known you were gonna pull this shit cause I broke up our trio. Half the time he didn't want you over or around but I did because I enjoyed your company and liked laughing with you and shit, but because I'm moving away you think it's me being ungrateful? Ok.

Have a good life dude, hopefully you find something better than a couch soon. I don't need to waste my time and energy on the likes of you, all you're doing is bringing more negative energy in my life so peace out.

The likes of me, yea, go freeload some more. My life is great now, and I wanted you to come hangout some more after I got moved in. But you're moving away so you can just say whatever you want be all high and mighty. We're just the stepping stones for you I see it now, go, move on, hopefully your new sugardaddy wont beat the shit out of you. Cuz nobody here wants your shit. Thats how you're treating us. Yea, wish I could do the same. Wish I could be a freeloader. You're livin the life man, and I'm gonna be stayin tuned for when you move up there and we all get to listen to more sop stories. I cant fuckin wait. :D

I'm not freeloading, and I won't be up there. I love how that word, sugardaddy, is being around. I spent almost as much money on kazu as he did me. He only started paying for shit late last year, and he only paid my half of rent for 4 months; I paid his for over a YEAR with my measly childsupport money. And actually you're the only one that doesn't want me around, but seeing as how greatly you think of yourself I see where the 'noboday' comes from. I'm treating him the same way he treated me, sorry if thats too hard for you to comprehend in your fried little brain. Only sop stories you're going to be hearing are more from Kazu; hes the one that tried to kill himself-he really did end up going to the hospital, and you didn't even give a fuck. Hope that makes you feel better, cause I tried to talk him out of it and you sat there twiddling your thumbs.

Sugardaddy... what am i a pimp?

Hey, you saw this! Good! I wish you the best of luck man! Really I do, he's yours now, I'm tired of trying when I should have seen it was for a complete waste, my bad! But have a good time! We tried to!

don't even talk to me you piece of trash, your words don't diserve to be spoken to me.

Lol, you dont even know. I also laugh at how you think spending the fucking child support means somesthing. You know, its more than what you would have ever probly seen at home. AND its more than you fucking deserved. If you think that the handout that your mom HAD to give you makes up for the time kazu ACTUALLY worked, than you're fucking wrong, thats reality. My little fried brain can fucking understand that, maybe yours cant. Try sounding more brilliant next time and a bit more clever. I'd like nothing more than to add to this, but its fucking sickening to think about. and I will see sop stories because I knew you would get fucking butthurt and try to bring something up, because that's how you are. I will see sop stories, and shit will probly go wrong, and how do I know, just because I fucking do. Heres a writing tip, if you write down your life, and how it affected others, it'd be a fucking play, and everyone would be astounded at it all. Your existence had been the greatest source of drama mine has ever known. Should I say thanks for that? You decide.

More than I deserved? You have such a clouded sense of judgement it's ridiculous. Me be more clever? All you're doing is talking in fucking circles dude, i like to bring stuff up? What're YOU doing lol seriously this is pathetic how I'm trying to get you to open your eyes. And yeah, some thanks would be in order, because without me and kazu you would've sat in your room all day every day at mommys playing your mmos and what not cause brandon was your only RL friend until we came along.

Also you wanna see me hung? you fucking know where I live coward, come say it to my fucking face and see what happens. Talking shit like that over the internet just shows what a sad waste of life you are.

It's funny how you thought the clown statement was directed towards you, go watch population 436. Lol. And I never got any Child support so I dont see the big fucking deal. And I was living on my own just like you were untill I decided to get up and go to school and it was more convinient to live with someone I hadnt lived with for 14 years to give me some help while I PAID my school bills. You're fucking rediculous, and your (new) mate is the delusional one. Yep, I gave out money to you like he did, why? I dont know. But you're a big tough guy, it would be just like me to come over there so I could do something. Fucking lol. You're hilarious, really. As if, I already wasted enough time and effort (THATS CALLED MONEY! LOL) on you, you arent worth the $2. Why dont you ask mommy for a handout. and a better word to describe you is USER. Not freeloader. You just use and use and use without any greater output. YUP!

oh how i'd love to hear your reason for calling me delusional.

I'll let future actions speak louder than words. You have my blessings. :D

no no no, lets hear this, i have time :)

But see, I know what's gonna happen and I want to see this, now that I have all this free time to waste on myself rather than someone who doesnt appreciate it. (oops) But really, I saw what I wanted, so I'm gonna be the selfish one and end this.

With best and sincerest wishes, I wish you have what I wanted to have, and that it makes you happier than ever. Really, like one stranger to another, cuz that's only all you and I are, Good luck man!

you didn't answer me.

I can deal with that.

whatever you say man. thanks for all the free shit; that's how you want me to act, right? then fine, i used the fuck out of your washed up ass. I barely had to open my mouth and you got me anything I wanted. Thanks dude, its all been coming in really handy glad you were so easy to manipulate and simple minded, made it easier than I thought it would've been! That's what you wanted me to say, right?

Also, effort doesn't mean money, but since the color green is all you see i can see why you'd make that connection. I'm gonna go back to my movie now and spend my time on something that's WORTH it, seeing as I no longer have a use or need for you and to talk to you. Enjoy the prescriptions for your mental instability, the drugs, the alcohol. I'll be enjoying the air, people, the scenery, and overall beauty of my life without someone like you enabling me and holding me back. Was a good run, and I'm sorry you decided to be like this, but kindly fuck off now little one.

You're the one that came on my journal. Lol. And thanks, that is what I wanted to hear. Sounds more fitting to think of you actually saying it. It's matches your face perfectly. Have fun ruining someones elses life.

Also, I tried talking to you ALL the time you just never responded. the only time you did was to brag about being wasted or too high to read your phone and shit. I haven't been wasting my life, I did quite a damn lot to get a job, it just never worked out. You have a really fucked up view on reality richard.

Also, this is me, with one beer on a full stomach, after work. Dont mistake me, you think I could really do this shit high and drunk? No, I cant even concentrate on what the fuck is on the screen. And this would have never been displayed had I realized when I first wrote down on your fucking journal, that this is how you thought, and I thought that would possibly hurt your fragile lifestyle, im so sorry. Well here you go, this is what I think of that.

...Would you like a hug? D:

Not really. I'd like to see someone hung infront of a crowd dressed as a clown while everyone laughed, thats what I would like. :(

This makes me feel a little bad that the trio of Kelios and the Foxes Den has broken up. I loved reading your stories of what sounded like you guys having so much fun together. I guess if it has to end it has to end.

Yea, it was fun while it lasted, but shit happens you know?

*eats popcorn.*
Better than a movie.

Furry drama's best drama.

I think I stirred up a bit myself just now posting contradictorily to Arashiin's stance on the "Ground Zero" Mosque. I find the ignorance abounding on the issue ridiculous. I may have to make a stance to say I am for it solely because I must oppose everything Sarah Palin supports.

I oppose anything that Islam supports. Christianity too.

What it all comes down to is that I wanna see our government following its own laws. Probably never gonna happen.

I wanna see people following their own laws. :P